Frybread002 Posted January 27, 2011 Report Share Posted January 27, 2011 Wow!! Near 600 views!!! Like no kidding guys!! I'm very, VERY fortunate to have friends like you. If anything, I never did had a audience before like this. So I just can't stresss enough on how thankful I am. But if anything (I know, I used it twice in the same sentece), but this fic is LOONG over due for a [i]forward[/i]. But before I do, I just wanna stress that the new chapter/journal entry has moderate swearing (one of the characters is a pop-culture just to let you know), and just to stay true to his personality, he has the tendicy to say the "F-Word" before saying a name...THought you guys should know... Foward[i][/i] Well, originally, I was going to stop at chapter 4, but seeing how popular this is! I have no choice but to keep wokring! (All you see is atman with a knife to my throat). Speaking of which, the day when of all of this starts making sense, is comming closer, and that I'll promise that I'll keep writing. I have no idea on what you guys like, so I can't garuentee that all my descions will be the right ones. But hey, it's life as we know. No one is meant to be perfect. So, as my vowel to this series, I will be original with the content. I won't do any cliches, or won't try to hold onto the past. Although, I hate to admit it, but unfortunately, I had to exert all my efforts to write the last 3 chapters. So it's time for me to go into another hiatus. But I will [i]keep moving forward[/i]. I can garuentee you guys that much. [center][i]"I'll keep moving untill my lie has become a reality!"[/i] ~Unknown Writer~[/center] "Hmm...These are getting kinda drab...Even though I write them...Symphonies of Music and laughter is reqiured to enjoy them." Well, I seriouslly wanna get people invloved in this. So with that being said, I'm wondering if you guys could provide me with your opinions as to what possible songs can go with each chapter, and in the end when I'm done. I would want to hold a contest to see what song goes with the best chapter. I really, really appreciated if you guys partcipated. [spoiler=XIII (13)] Centuries have passed since the '[i]'Door'[/i] was last opened, and peace reigned supreme, and many remained Asleep and Dreamt...However...Like all Dreams, the Dreamer must awake eventually...When they wake...The Darkness in the Hearts of many begun to stir...The [i]'Doors'[/i] opening once more to the 'Heart of All Worlds,' is being connected in a Code... The mysterious Organization who's only connections are to those who are of Naught, and the Anagram "X..." The army of Darkness have risen in number, and feed on the Darkness of others. The 'Key' appears once more, in the hands of many, and band together to fight off the beings of Naught, and Darkness. Shall the door to the 'Heart of All Worlds' open, or shall it remain close...War is the only answer of what appears on the Dusk Horizon. Will the Twilight, Dawn, Light, or Darkness, win in this bitter struggle...Or...The Void...? The only answer left when all is gone...Void... "Nothing" even lasts forever when it enters the world of Void of those who return to REVERSED their mistakes...To those return to '[i]rewake...[/i]' [center]"[i]Nothing is Eternal[/i]" ~Unknown Keyblader~[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Kingdom Come] "A [i]Key[/i] that rivals the Light AND Dark? At first, I thought it was impossible, but now, it make sense. Why? It's simple. This is a Keyblade that is neither composed of Light OR Dark. However, what I want to know is where Does it '[i]Exist[/i]?' In the Twilight in between? The Void where nothing lies? Or is it just a Keyblade that is worthless? Despite these bothersome questions, I don't think my very [i]Will to Exist [/i]will let me rest in peace, untill I find out what kind of '[i]Key[/i]' this is. If anything, all of the research, and testing I've done...Well, the only conclussion I can make, is that this Keyblade is only suitable to a individual who has a too...Unfortunately, no one has seen this [i]Key[/i], so this is only an interpretation, and I will not bother myself for writing down who can wield...I can only wonder "what", and "how" it looks like!!! ~Side Note~ Before I end this report, I think I shall name this 'Key' that cannot lock, or unlock 'Doors,' nor can it bring 'Destruction and Ruin' like it's counter-part brethen, the Kingdom Key. It can only defend and prosper So the appropriate name would be '[url="http://apacheburger002.deviantart.com/#/d38ft45"]Kingdom Come[/url].' [center]"[i]The Divine Tactician[/i]" [i]~Unknown Toymaker~[/i][/center] [spoiler=End] [img]http://fc09.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2011/030/a/6/last_report___kingdom_come_by_apacheburger002-d38ft45.jpg[/img] [/spoiler] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Reborn/Rebirth ] The thought of [i]immortality[/i] is a prize and a treasure that all men seek…To live forever and not have to face the consequences of disease or aging. No fool alive would pass this offer. But what happens when you do gain immortality? I lost all joy in existing, so all I do now in my despair is reminisce of what I lost, and pray to a god I don't believe in. Whoever does acquire it, is a bigger fool than the fool following such a dream. I will personally scorn all those who made the same mistake like me and my [i]XII[/i] colleuges. To undo our [i]sins[/i], we banded together to find what we lost. I personally do not hold it against them for wanting to acquire this '[i]sin[/i]', for I myself have once sought it. However, like all fantasies, they’re only a fantasy… On my home world, my country’s name literally translated into ‘[i]Dog[/i].’ why? I don’t know, but just like any other [i]kingdom[/i] that sought domination, we waged war…’Devil Dogs’ or ‘Dogs of the Military’ were our names. And I - Being the strongest soldier to ever live, sought my well-earned immortality. Why? What country would not pass up their finest soldier to live [i]enternally[/i]? Unfortunately, a evil spirit whom we call [i]Sūtaḫ[/i] (or Sēt) gave me an offer; I give him my body as a host to manifest himself, and in return, I’ll become a GOD. I was a fool to pass this up. However, I was decieved. On the field of battle, I was slain, and my Heart, was what would live forever, not my body. It only became an [i]empty vessel[/i]… Everything else after that, I forgot...I just remember wandering aimlessly...With no reason to '[i]be[/i]' in this Dark Abyss... It was not until long after a young boy found me. In my loneliness, I ran after him. This was the first time that I actually felt alone, and sought the attention of others. 'War is Hell.' A commonly overused phrase, but a world truth. If you to ever find yourself on the frontlines of battle, you can never forget the faces of anguish, and pain as they fall to the ground lifeless. After all the years of war, I never felt any regret, remorse, rage, hate, sorrow, joy, or love. I made myself forget them on the battlefield. Despite all the friends I've lost. I never waved my sword in vengeance. Instead, I'd just left them there. For these emotions would hinder me useless... I asked for his name, and all he said was "[i]All there ever is of what's left of me[/i]." I was baffled, for not once, had I ever met a boy - No...A "mere child" for that matter - who instilled fear in me. But at the same time, he filled that [i]'emptiness[/i]' that I felt in my chest. This was the same feeling my colleagues and I felt, and we fought hard for a goal that will make us [i]Rest is Peace[/i]... However, my fellow brethren became blinded in our goals, and thus...A discord began. What happens when we recover what we lost!? What will happen to Sūtaḫ when I recover my existence!? What will happen to me!? And when we do get it back, what then!? Were we purposely aware of the facts when we became immortal!?!?! After a grueling fight, I defected to our natural born enemy. If my [i]Body[/i] is an empty shell, my [i]Will[/i] an God, than my [i]Heart[/i] is my enemy! I will not be an puppet to his sadistic games!! I may no longer exist!! But my WILL shall not die!!! "I Destory!!! Therefore I AM!!" [center]"[i]Life is temorary, But the Heart is eternal[/i]" ~Unknown Warrior~[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Remnant] [spoiler=Reminisce ] "[s][i]Kaza[/i][/s]" gave me this journal to keep track of my travels...before she was captured... But I still don't know how to write, but I try anyway, but mabye I should sumarize everything before I got this journal. My name is [u][b] - REAL NAME INTERPETED, PROCEEDING ONTO SEQUENCE -[/b][/u] "[s][i]Sadis[/i][/s]" [i]Runner[/i], I am from one of the local indigounes tribes, but I don't know what is called,because of the surgery that saved my life when I was about 7 years old, wiped my memory clean. The person who was staying with me was [b][u]NAME ERASED FROM MEMORY[/u][/b] . I think he would be considered my caretaker, but he died when I was 10, because of me... I got us in trouble, and [b][u]NAME ERASED FROM MEMORY[/u][/b] had to pay for it. His punishment was death, and I was the one who had to do it. When he died, his last wish was "[i]Never forget who you are, and where you come from[/i]." Which is an problem, because I have no memory. The world that I grew up in was very harsh to me, because of "[i]Who I am, and where I came from[/i]." So I was lost in blind rage, and almost killed myself over it when I was 12. But I couldn't bring myself to do it. Which was a good thing, because a little while later, I joined the military, and because of it, I made a few friends, [i]Kaza[/i] and [s][i]Don[/i][/s]. [size="1"][i]*Side Note* Incase I may forget, Journal Entry 1, or Day 1, tells everything that happends before I gotten this journal. Hopefully this doesn't get me confussed[/i].[/size] ~Day 7~ [s][i]Don[/i][/s]...Curse you!! Why did you defected!? It's been nearly an year! And [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s] is still worried. He knew about [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s]'s feelings! ~Day 25~ Today...Well I was still never sure about these kind of days, but apparently today's my "[i]Birth-Day[/i]", and [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s] even gave me a new jacket! She told me that I'm...15 I think, and she looked happy, but I can easilly tell she's worried about [s][i]Don[/i][/s]. ~Day 79~ I'm not sure if the enemy is playing tricks on me, but they said that [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s] fell into an Coma...and I think I know why. [s][i]Don[/i][/s], I'll never forgive you! ~Day 100~ Finally! Pprogress on [s][i]Don[/i][/s]'s whereabouts. This time, I'll make him pay!!! ~Day 103~ The infomation that was giving to us was an set-up, and we were ambushed, but we made it out. I feel like an idiot... [/spoiler] [spoiler=Reminiscence] ~Day 179~ What? He's back!! ~Day 180~ He's back, and I guess it was all a ploy to get [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s] back from the enemy, but was unsuccesfull. But still!! It wasn't worth making [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s] worry like that!! I'll make him pay with his life!! ~Day 185~ I guess [s][i]Don[/i][/s]'s going back into enemy hands, to try to get back [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s], and spy on the enemy...he said that if we meet in battle, "[i]Don't hold back[/i]." Grr...That jerk. ~Day 200~ "[i]Remnant[/i]" A person who has passed, but is [i]reincarnated[/i] back into our world. Because of it, people call them "[i]Remnants[/i]" for the fact that that person is only [i]mere fragments of his original self[/i], and the [i]Remnant may have that person looks, or personality[/i]. That's what my teacher said to me, [u][b]CANNOT TRANSLATE. POSSIBLE NAME MEANS '[i]GREAT FOOL[/i][/b][/u]'...hmm...now that I think of it, I never mentioned him in previous entries, so I think I'll do it today. [u][b]CANNOT TRANSLATE[/b][/u] is an travelling monk, who happends to like playing with kids, and because of it, he normally forgets to beg. Now he also enjoys story-telling, and so whenver he travels, he tells one of his stories to whoever wants to hear it. The funny thing is, [b][u]NAME ERASED FROM MEMORY[/u][/b] was actually a student of his, and was travelling with him!! But when he got home, [u][b]CANNOT TRANSLATE[/b][/u] says that he changed. Not just his habits (and I was told he was an hard worker! But last time I check, he was lazy.), but also his mood, apparently, he's been thinking of things outside of his home. When I get back, I gotta pay my respects to his grave. ~215~ Today in battle in battle, we faced an unknown foe, but the force was small, but we had to take of them anyway. But funny thing is, I met an enemy who seemed just like me. He said his name was "[s][i]Akiro[/i][/s]." ~Day 299~ [u][b]MISSING MEMORY, CANNOT DECODE. PROCEEDING ONTO DECODING[/b][/u]. A-K-I-R-A. That's how you s...sp-sp-spelll - [i][b]VIRUS FOUND! CANNOT ENCODE INTO COMPRESSED FILE WITHOUT HARMING SECURITY. MUST SKIP MEMORY SEQUENCE[/b][/i]...but that kid [u][b]MUST SKIP MEMORY SEQUENCE[/b][/u] A-K-I-R-O. [u][b]VIRUS CONTAINED, AND DELETED. RETURNING EN-ROUTE MEMORY BANK[/b][/u] He said that he know's what everything about my past, but how!! The catch was that I have to join his army, called Eighty-Eight (88). But in these past months, Eighty-Eight has proven itself an threat to the world of [u][b]CLASSIFIED INFOMATION. CANNOT REVEAL LOCATION[/b][/u]. My home. So we have to destroy them. Honestly, I'm tempted to join...but I don't know... [/spoiler] [spoiler=Reminiscenct] ~Day 335~ Arrrgghhh!!! I don't know anymore!! I don't know what to beleive in anymore!! At first I thought I was just an kid who lost his memories, but I found out that "[s][i]Akiro[/i][/s]" [b][u]MEMORY MUST BE SKIPPED. OVERLOADED INFOMATION [/u][/b]Remnant. I don't like looking back, but I guess that both of us couldn't [i]exist[/i], and one had to give. [s][i]Akiro[/i][/s] told me his reason for joining Eighty-Eight. It was to find me, and make sure that [i]HE existed, not me[/i]. *Sigh* ..I don't... I don't know if I can take it... My head feels like it's about to explode... ~Day 349~ My body is tired, and so is my mind...I think it's because of [s][i]Akiro[/i][/s], after what he told me, I've been so tired lately. But I can't let it bother me, because there's an battle comming up with [u][b]LOCATION CLASSIFIED[/b][/u], and I been put in charge of the first wave...I wonder if I'll see [s][i]Kaza[/i][/s]. ~Day 355~ I've encountered [s][i]Don[/i][/s] today, and he wanted to know why I defected. His defection was a ploy to save the person who we'd both cared about. My defection was to find out who I was. When [s][i]Don[/i][/s] first defected, I wanted to kill him so badly, but he did out of "[i]Love[/i]", while I did mine out of "[i]Greed[/i]." God I hate myself. ~Day 356~ The final battle with [u][b]LOCATION CLASSIFIED[/b][/u]...All this time, my very [i]Existence[/i] has meant something. It wasn't part of [i]Faith[/i], or [i]Destiny[/i], it was out of [i]Pure Luck[/i]. I wanna back up for a moment. When I born, it was with the.....I'll just skip that part. But as I was saying, when I was born, I was born an "[i]Weapon[/i]". A person who is born "[i]stronger[/i]" than the other people, and becuase of it, it caused many other countries to fight over me. But not just me, other people who are born [i]just like me[/i], and that was also Eighty-Eight's goal as well. And when I did join, I found out "[i]Who I was, and Where I came from[/i]." But in a way, I didn't care, since after a couple of years, I came to find my own saying [u][b]-MISSING MEMORY, CANNOT DECODE -[/b][/u] But now that has wavered, because when I did find out, I was mad, and my [i]existence[/i] was highly valued by everyone. But now I'm at risk of losing my [i]memories[/i], because I have to make a choice. [i]A choice that could Affect me, and those around me. A choice that could Scar me, and those around me. [/i]But this choice, I just can't back out, since everyone's [i]existence [/i]depends on it, but there's my old promise. Apparently before I lost my [i]memories[/i], I wanted to do something that was so important, it'll make everyone happy. But when I finnaly could do something, it's going to change the lives of the friends that I made back in Inu... ~Day 358~ ...I don't know what to do...I'm [i]scared[/i]...And today's battle will make me choose what I'll have to do...Now that I think of it, today's [i]storm[/i], and it kind of matches the moment. But this storm is very strange than the others...But I all know, this is the last entry. For everything. [center][i]I'll Never Forget Who I Am! And What I Stand For!" Unknown Remnant[/i][/center] ~END~ [/spoiler] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Power] [center]I am the manifestation of non-existence, given life by both the [i]Keys[/i] from the Realm of Light and the Realm of Darkness...[/center] What is Life? What is existence? What is true nothingness? These questions have been said within myself since the day I was given some intelligence by the very [i]Heart of All Worlds[/i]. For many days I have been spoken to about these [i]Keys[/i]. I originally had no knowledge of them, but they are now of great use to me... Bearers of these weapons have done my objective for me, and know not of it, but rather, believe in an objective that will save all of the worlds that their Hearts are [i]connected[/i] to. I feel no emotions, yet I believe I must have emotions to truly feel whole, as though I can actually exist. I shall obtain my goal, and unlock the [i]Heart of All Worlds[/i], not only for to feel whole and to have emotions, but to have the ultimate power and knowledge to dominate all worlds and make them one again. This will end with my victory over all who dare stand before me and my goal of becoming one with existence. [center][i]I was born by sleep. I shall be a whole being.[/i] ~Unknown Being~[/center][/spoiler] [spoiler=Remembrance] Today, my wife painted a portrait of me. As usual, I was in my workshop this afternoon, just working on toys for the kids of our [i]Blessed Garden[/i], making basic repairs, my usual routine for the mornings, just like any other day for me. And as usual, my wife is the one who has to call me to eat lunch. My, my…hehe, what would I ever do without her? If it weren’t for her, I would never have my dinner, or breakfast! Hahahaha! After lunch, I went for my morning stroll. Being approached by little kids asking what new creation I'll make, talking with the neighbors, running errands for Latea ...*sigh*...I'll never forget this day. When I got home, I think it was 1:00, and after getting the household chores for Latea, and the house done, I went back in my workshop. If anything, I spent an entire day just working on this blasted doll for a couple of kids. While I was walking around town, I seen a little boy, who looked like he was 8, and he really stood out in the crowd. I forget what he was wearing, but he had [i]silver/white like hair[/i], but as I was saying, he came up to me and gave me some blueprints for a doll so he can give to his little sister for her birthday. I don’t remember seeing the boy in town before, but if it’s for the kids, I can’t complain. While I was working, and according to the blueprints, the doll looked like a little plush toy, with devil looking wing. Really convenient for a birthday gift if you ask me, but once I got an initial draft down, I could see that the doll looked really cute, and so it really drove me to finish it. Just like I said earlier, I had real trouble with the doll because it’s design was rather complex. It was around this time, that Latea actually took a drawing of me. I –unfortunately – was too busy playing with dolls to notice her, but after just looking at me for a couple of seconds, she was able to get a rough draft of the soon-to-be potrait. Heh, in fact, I completely lost track of time. When I looked at the clock, I'd realized it was almost time for me too call it quits. After putting away my tools, for some reason I decided to put the doll on the self of my other collections. This collection, was composed of [i]'Angel[/i]' like dolls. Not too long ago, Latea was feeling depressed, so to cheer her up, I'd hand crafted her these dolls myself. Just like any [i]artiste[/i], I had too name them. The [i]Seraphs[/i]; Angels of the highest rank in the traditional medieval hierarchy of nine categories of angels. It wasn't untill I walked through the kitchen, that I heard Latea put something on the hallway connecting the living room to the kitchen. When I seen it, I was shocked. In the hours that it took me to finish that toy, she painted a portrait of me. I could never forget how that moment felt like. And what made it more special, was tonight, was a [i]Meteor Shower[/i]. According to records, we haven't had any meteor show in over 200 years. "What a small world...But part of one much bigger..." Is what I heard from her that night, and how could she be wrong? Her beauty, shone brighter thany star that I watched at night before. But tonight...ahh...That meteor shower almost made [i]me forgot all about her[/i]... P.S. After the meteor shower was over, I secretly snuck into her room, and looked through the scrapbook. As always, no artist can paint without drawing their object first. Hahaha, here's Latea's rough draft of the drawing of [url="http://apacheburger002.deviantart.com/art/Lominax-Version-3-Inking-Finis-193007611"]me[/url]. I look too serious don't I? Hahahah, she was never good at drawing objects. [spoiler=Me] [img]http://th06.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/f/2011/010/c/7/lominax_version_3_inking_finis_by_apacheburger002-d36wtmj.jpg[/img] [/spoiler] [center]"[i]It's a small world after all...[/i]" ~Unknown Toymaker~[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Futurus] *The title is Latin for Future* My eyes...These images are begining to burn into the back of my mind again...These THINGS that I'm seeing...Not once have I ever been able to comprehend anything like this! But as always, my [i]visions[/i] keep haunting me...Not once have I have ever been able to determine the truth behind my eyes...Are my visions of things [i]yet to come[/i]? Or [i]are they the things that have the potential to be[/i]? My eyes too, are evading my questions. I've spent my whole life as a host to my [i]acursed eyes[/i]...In the [i]eyes[/i] of others, the power to fortell the [i]future[/i] is a quest even the gods they themselves fight over, but what happens when the [i]paradise[/i] you seek, is only a [i]living hell?[/i] Of course, great power comes with great responsiblility. The price of obtaining my family gift, is that all I come to [i]know and love [/i] has been [i]burned[/i] to [i]ashes[/i], as if [i]nothing[/i] had ever [i]existed[/i]...Family...Dreams...But most of all, my [i]friends[/i]... [i]Door to Darkness[/i]...[i]Door to Light[/i]...[i]Door to the Heart of Worlds[/i]...What do they mean...Why me...[i]Door to Void[/i]...What....Why...AARRRGGGH! Why me!? WWHY HAVE I ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE TO SUFFER!? For once, let me be the one too suffer it's WRATH! I'm always the one to watch them happen... Why does this stupid [i]Key'[/i] pick me...It's futile...[i]Destruction[/i] and [i]Ruin[/i]? [i]Peace[/i] and [i]Justice[/i]? All I ever care about are my friends...I said I'll [i]protect[/i] them, and remain [i]loyal[/i], but in the end, I've torn the bond between us, I destroyed us, and I betrayed them...I forgive them for wanting revenge...I'M SORRY! RAGGGHHH!! I'LL NEVER MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN! I PROMISE!! JUST BRING THEM BACK TO ME! I'LL DO WHATEVER IT TKAES! I don't want to follow [i]fate[/i] or [i]destiny![/i]...If I must, I'll cut down the [i]good[/i], serve the [i]wicked [/i] just bring my only family back from their prisons! I don't care if I have to [i]destroy [/i]another [i]kingdom [/i]like I once did! I'll bring them home!! I'll repent for my sins that I've made, and we shall go home from this horizon of [i]War[/i]!! And be happy! If I can't be with them...Then I'll faithfully watch from the [i]Shadows of the Void...Shadows...Or even the Endless Abyss[/i], and I WILL protect them... [center]"[i]...We'll go Together...[/i]" Unknown Keyblader/UnknownFriend[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Raining Memories] ~Day 1~ Ugh...My head hurts...If anything, my entire body hurts...as if I've been in a big fight or something. Not only that, there's these [i]scars[/i] all over my body, like somebody stab, and slashed me with a sword. Among anything, I don't remember anything at all...Hmm...Just to help clear up some things, I should start back a couple of days ago. I was in my home, Da-Chine located in the country called Inu. I have this journal my friend Hi'hime Kazama gave me, Diego Takeda, and I just got done with our basic training. Then...something about a kid named...I don't know what his was, but it sounded something like "[i]Akiro[/i]," very close to my name. But that's the wierd part! I know everything that happened, but it feels like I'm [i]Forgetting[/i] something! Something...Uhh...Something really, REALLY big! But that's the thing! I can't remember anything that I'm missing...Except for my missing [i]Memories [/i]of course...heheheh...? How stupid of me. Of course I'm missing something, and it's my memories. Something I've been looking for quite a long time, but for some reason, I feel like there's something else beside them. Anyway, right now, I remember taking a break... That's it! Brain Fart!! Okay, let me take back everything I said! Man I feel stupid, how silly of me. I remember Hi'hime being captured by the enemy, Diego defecting to the enemy to save her, and me training like crazy! I don't know why, but these things DID happened, and it made me really angry, but I [i]Feel[/i] like I got over it, and at peace with it. Anyway, I remember closing my eyes, and next thing I know, I'm here in this mysterious town! I have no clue on the town itself, but the technology they have far surpasses that of Inu. Like a Lightbulb! Turn a switch, and light comes one! On Inu, we had to light a candle! All I do now, is that this town has some of the beatiful, and lovely [i]Sunsets[/i]. [spoiler=I found this on the back side] *Side Note* I found this on the back side of this page. I'm not sure if it's a song or a poem, but it's really catchy...as if...I can relate too it... [center]Title: Raining Memories[/center] [center]Verse 1: As I look into this reflection of me.... I can see years worth of experiences.... Of Anger, and Hate, through Love and to Joy.... Through Light, and through Darkness, and the Twilight in between.... As I come across this fork in the road.... I must make a choice in my life.... A choice that could affect me for the rest of my life..... A choice that could scar me for the rest of my life.... Chorus 1: And these!!! Are my!!! And this are my Memories!!! And they’re Raining Down on Me!!! And these!!! Are my!!! And these are my Memories!!! And they’re Drenching Me Wet!!! Verse 2: As I come across this field of souls.... I find one bending towards my direction.... I grab it by the neck, and pulled till it gave in.... There I realize what I been missing.... As I come across this fork in the road.... I must make a choice in my life.... A choice that could affect those around me.... A choice that could scar those around me.... Chorus 2: And these!!! Are my!!! And these are my Memories!!! And they're Raining Down on Me!!! And these!!! Are my!!! And these are my Memories!!! And they're Drenching Me Wet!!! Chorus 3: And these are my Memories, and they're Raining Down on Me. And these are my Memories, And they're Drenching Me Wet. And....These.... Are.....My.... And these!!! Are Your!!! And these are Your Memories!!! And they're Raining Down on You!!! And These!!! Are Your!!! And these are Your memories!!! And they're Drenching You Wet!![/center] [/spoiler] [center]"[i]I'll Never Forget Who I AM, and What I Stand For[/i]" ~Akira Runner~[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Going to Be vr.1] *The title can literally translate into Futurus* Again…My eyes are beginning to burn into the back of my head again…No. Not burning…But blur into my mind…Before, every time I had a vision, I’d could never get them out of my mind. This time, they’re starting to be etched on them, and with them being etched on…It’s only natural for them to be erased. As before, they were permanently burned into my skull. As for my eyes...Their starting to blur into the back of my mind again…I'm seeing things that I know I can never understand…I know what my eyes are capable of seeing…but…these…These Curesed Eyes!! This accursed bloodline!! I long for the day when I can see like everybody else! *sigh*…I already told you my story…But this time, it’s starting to get worst…You took everything away from me…Family, Friends…What more do you want? It’s starting to get tiresome. Like, I’m starting not to even care at all…It’s only natural after many years of fighting, and it’s only natural to lose friends, and loved ones. But…for some reason, I long for them. Even though they’re gone, it’s like I can feel them. Right here in my chest. Because of me, both Runner, and Kazama are gone. Heh, I guess I should say it’s my fault really, but the thing I couldn’t get over, is that they both had so much to live for. But today, after having another vision, I’ve a seen War…This war being fought with things I’ve never known about. Despite the new tools of weapons, it doesn’t interest me. HOWEVER. The way this war is fought, is what interest’s me. Instead of direct head on conflict, it seems like a Proxy War… Grr…Unfortunately, I cannot finish this today, when my new ally is away. I’ll have more time to write. [center]“[i]Can Nothing ever be the same?[/i]” ~Unknown Keyblader/Unknown Friend~[/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=Requiem for a Dream] [i]Kekekeke…F***ing Strategist…After joining us, she thought she could do whatever she wanted. But…Just like everyone, their rooms are bugged and are monitored. Well, the following recording’s done between the F***ing Strategist, and F***ing Emo. [/i] [i]*f***ing Strategist walks in her room* [/i] [b]Strategist[/b]: *sigh* what do you want? I just want to be alone. [i]*Then F***ing Emo follows her* [/i] [b]Emo[/b]: *hmph* sorry about that, thought I’d just say sorry about him. [b]Strategist[/b]: Who? Him!? Don’t make me laugh. I may new, but it doesn’t take a fool to realize that we can’t feel. We traded out hearts to be here. So we all knew what we were getting ourselves into. [b]Emo[/b]: And? [b]Strategist[/b]: “And” what? [b]Emo[/b]: Sorry, but I to meant ask ‘why’ did you agree. [b]Strategist[/b]: Humph! Is this how you pick up every girl you meet? [b]Emo[/b]: No. [b]Strategist[/b]: Or do you just hit on every new girl? [b]Emo[/b]: If Gun Xard was hearing, knowing him he’d just laugh, and scorn you. [b]Strategist[/b]: Just get out! I don’t want you in here. Just get out. [b]Strategist[/b]: I’m sorry. It’s just that you had a choice to join us. I’d just wanted to know why, that’s all. Sorry. [b]Strategist[/b]: Sorry...Thought you just wanted something from me... [b]Emo[/b]: … [b]Strategist[/b]: But what do you want? I know you came in here besides to harass me about “him.” [b]Emo[/b]: …*sigh*… that was it, but since you want me in here. I wouldn’t mind knowing why you joined us. [b]Strategist[/b]: …You…You first… [b]Emo[/b]: Heh. Alright, fair enough: My home world - Gaia, was being threaten by a man who could easily summon a meator and destroy us. It was around the time that my companions and I just defeated a man who sought to bring our home destroyed. Although we succeeded in stopping him, he was still able to manage to bring some destruction. The end result was that he brought great sorrow and fear. This “fear”, had spread among the hearts of the people. Eventually, it got to the point where we were invaded by our own [i]fears[/i], [i]darkness[/i], and [i]hates[/i]. Personally, I knew my friends could handle themselves, so I didn’t worry about them. However, there was one person whom I cared for deeply who couldn't protect herself. It was around this time that I met Hiruma, and I made the deal. I’ll become his heartless puppet, if he can leave her alone, and be in peace. Now it’s your turn. [b]Strategist[/b]: I’m sorry. [b]Emo[/b]: For what? Manager: [i]It's just that you're always so cold. I thought you didn't care what was happening.[/i] [b]Emo[/b]: [i]Cold, huh? I guess that's just the way I am...sorry. [/i] [b]Strategist[/b]: Don’t be. I should be the one sorry. I never thought the great and powerful Vincent Valen- [b]Emo[/b]: Don’t say my name. I just can’t get used to it anymore. [b]Strategist[/b]: Sorry. [b]Emo[/b]: it’s alright. But I’m neither great nor powerful. I think that’s enough about me, what about you? [b]Strategist[/b]: It was around the time when my beloved – Akira succumbed to illness. However, I was nowhere near him when it happened. I was too busy making preparations to face him in battle. You see, when I was captured by the enemy, Akira and another one of our great friends, Diego, had started to fight over me. Diego’s plan was to defect to the enemy and rescue me from there. However, he kept this to himself and never told anyone. When Akira heard about this, he tried to stop Diego. But seeing how bad he wanted to defect, Akira had got the wrong impression from him. In the end, they nearly killed each other. Diego was struck blind in one his eyes, or so I heard. While Akira, lost his right arm due to Diego’s attack…Sorry, just...just give me minute...*sigh*... *a minute later* [b]Strategist[/b]: After their fight was over. It marked the end of our friendship. Akira seen Diego as own brother when he nobody to turn to, and had seen me as the only person to talk about his feelings. I'd seen Diego as a person whom I can turn to whenever their was trouble, and Akira as a friend I lean on. Of course, Diego was always so distant, so we could never tell what he was thinking. But that doesn't matter anyway. Because as soon as they recovered from their wounds, it was over 3 years since that day. And within those 3 years, Diego was still never able to rescue me, and Akira seen it as a act of betrayal...At this time I can only guess what was going through his head, but what his actions spoke of...Akira wanted Diego's head... [b]Emo[/b]: ... [b]Strategist[/b]: After staying a captive for soo long. I was starting to see what the goals of my enemy were. With this in mind, I had decided to become their strategist. But to Akira, he couldn't handle it any more, had seen me as a traitor...The last time I seen him...Was when he was ordered to assassinate me... [center] "[i]Kekekekke...[/i]" ~Hiruma Yoichi~ "[i]That was my Sin...This is my Punishment...[/i]" ~Vincent Valentine~ "[i]My Lies are only worth the Tears I can't cry...[/i]" ~Unknown Strategist~ [/center] [/spoiler] [spoiler=The Value of a Lie] [center]~The Value of a Lie~[/center] [center]I think it’s been about…3 weeks since I joined them. Maybe even more, I don’t know anymore much less care about it. When the Heartless came, it was seven days after Akira had feel to his illness. When we heard that he passed away, I guess it was the sorrow and despair in our hearts that brought the Darkness here in the first place. Before they got me, they offered a deal to me, if I agree to serve them, my loved ones would be spared. I only write in this journal because there’s no one here to really talk to. If anything, this is probably the only entry that I’ll ever write in here. But today, I seen Akira in a town that has the most beautiful sunsets. In fact, the actually it named it after them - [i]Twilight Town[/i]. A town that sits on the border of [i]Sundown[/i], and [i]Sunup[/i]. Tehe…I can’t help but wonder how the [i]Sunrises[/i] are… We were glad to see each other, and we just asked a lot of questions. “How’ve you been?” or “What were you doing!?” After thinking back on it, I’m surprised that we didn’t ask we each other “Where have you been this whole time?” But just hearing his voice was enough left the hole in my chest. Eager to please me, he’d turned around to show me something, but when he turned around again to see me, I was already gone. I didn’t want to drag him in this big cycle of madness. I just pray that he can just stay out of this. When I got back to our base, I got in a fight with our leader, Hiruma. Just the things he said to me made me so mad that I just walked away from him and went straight to my room. It was here that Vincent came in and talked to me. He made realize what I been missing.. Vincent became a Heartless puppet to protect his loved one. Just like. At first, I thought Vincent was just being cold, but after I told what was on my mind…He actually listened… [/center] [center][i]-[u]Post Scriptum[/u]- When I seen the boy from behind, I shouted “Akira!” But I stuttered at first, and shouted again. When the boy turned around to see who was shouting his possible name. I seen his eyes lit up with joy like fireworks on a summer night, and ran toward me… …I opened up my arms and he opened up his, and we ran into each other. We embraced, and held each other so tightly that it felt like we didn’t want us to be apart ever again… “Akira” I whimpered and began to sob. “It’s okay! Shsssh …” he said while. As if he was trying to comfort me. “I’m here, it’s okay…” he said again, this time in my ear in a low whisper trying to reassure me. “NO! No…It’s not alright…It’s not alright…” I remember I kept repeating that same phrase over and over again….I don’t know why, but it just finally hit me that it was the first time we seen each other in 3 years, but I’d just broke down into tears… “It’s not alright….” I said… “It’s been too long…too long…” I finished while sobbing, only time, tear of anger - MY ANGER - began to form in my eyes. “It’s not alright” were the words I kept repeating and “It’s alright, I’m here” were the words he kept repeating that day… After our reunion, he took me for a walk. He told me that he was looking for me, and that he done whatever it took to find me. He just kept talking and talking about his adventures of trying to find me. You could tell by the look on his face that he felt embarrassed by talking too much, while all I did was listened. So he stretched out his right hand and began to scratch his head. “Hey, why don’t you talk? It’s no fun when I’m doing all the talking.” He finally said while putting his right hand on my shoulder. It was here that I realized that he was not the same Akira I once knew. I’d remember his right arm was completely destroyed in a fight with Diego, so when he touched me with his arm. All I could do was just stop cold in my tracks, have shivers run down my spine, gently grab his hand, put it my cheek and run it across my face; trying to determine if it was the same Akira… “Hi...” he began, but I cut him off before he could say my name “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that!” “No, no it’s okay, my arm is alright. But it’s you I’m worried about! Tell me, what’s wrong?” I’d remember his right arm was completely destroyed in a fight with Diego… I’d remember that both of us caused him so much trouble… I’d remember that “I” put him through so much that he wanted to kill me… But… “Where did all that hate go…?” I asked myself. I looked down at the around, then back to his face, and just stared… “Akira, I know that we just met again after four years, but I don’t think you even know what’s going on…I don’t even think you remember me, Diego, or what happened to our world! Why!? Who could do this you again!? *sniff*…I already know that you that it was your Memories that caused you to become distant from us…I know that your memories was the reason why it caused us so much misery…But I’m not sure if you even remember me…or Diego… I…I’m soo sorry…FOR EVERYTHING…” Those were the words I wanted to say to him. But if I did, I know that I just would’ve caused more trouble for him and myself. I just can’t bear to see him suffer like this, so when I about to say something. He stopped me, looked down at his pocket and turned around. As if he was going to show me something… “Tehehe…It’s alright Akira!” I said in my cheerful voice. “I’m alright , nothing’s wrong!” When he turned around…I was gone… Akira…I know that I sound cruel saying this, but…For the good of the rest of us, you cannot recover your memories. But most of all, I’m sorry that I lied to you, but you don’t know how it feels! You don’t know how it feels to be in the position I’m in! I’m forced to suffer the fate I have, just to protect you!! This! This Heavy, Empty, Emotionless, Painful hole I have in my chest if so great that I want to cry out to somebody, but I can’t! Because no matter how much I want to cry, none of these worthless tears are worth it! I can’t cry because I can’t FEEL ANY OF IT! So please! I’m begging your, don’t find your Memories, it’ll just make it harder for the both of us… I’m sorry, I told you that I was alright and nothing is wrong, but my lie is what is keeping us together…and my lies are only worth the tears that I can’t cry…This is how much I Value a Lie…[/i] “[i]I’ll do my best to turn my lie into a reality![/i]” ~Hi’hime Kazama~[/center] [/spoiler] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yoko Kurama Posted January 31, 2011 Report Share Posted January 31, 2011 Looks promising. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--------------- Posted January 31, 2011 Report Share Posted January 31, 2011 Not bad. Pretty short, though. Haven't seen a good story in Journal Format since the Cosmos/Chaos Reports in Dissidia. Keep up the good work. Lengthen each entry! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 1, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2011 Ah!! Gee thanks guys!!! It means a lot to me, because I hardly get an audience!!! This means a lot!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yoko Kurama Posted February 1, 2011 Report Share Posted February 1, 2011 The new one was very interesting. Love it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--------------- Posted February 1, 2011 Report Share Posted February 1, 2011 There's some spelling and grammar errors in chapter 3. Other than that, it was just as awesome as the last two. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 1, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2011 hahahahaha, thanks guys!! I'll continue to do my best!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 2, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 Oh man!! Finally got the fourth chapter up! Took me about an hour to edit it!! Hopefully it pays off! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--------------- Posted February 2, 2011 Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 Two words. SPELL CHECK Fo' seriousness, you need to spell check. It's not a rampant problem, but it lowers the quality of your work, which is actually amazingly high. Also, you should be careful with your BBCodes. Make sure you get them all in the right places. If you want, I can be your proofreader. Oh and orgasmic as usual... okay, I'm exaggerating a little, but the feeling is there. ;D Post Scriptum: These 'Reports' will all start making sense at the en, right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kōsuke Ueki Posted February 2, 2011 Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 Oh, they will. In time, grasshopper. lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 2, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 "orgasmic?" Eww....But thanks? hahahahaha, thanks man. But P[i]roofreader[/i]? Thanks!! It'll really really help me out! (I'll work on the mistakes next chance I get) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yoko Kurama Posted February 2, 2011 Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 Wow. I'm confused but in a very good way Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 2, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2011 Really!? that was what I was actually aimming for this whole time!! I was originally going to stop at chapter four, but seeing how popular this is. I'll do my best, and keep moving forward!!! Although I'm really stumped for ideas though...So I'm gonna take a lil' break, and come up with new ideas. (Biggest fear right now, making all them fit together, and keeping that "[i]Umph[/i]" you guys are enjoying!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 5, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 5, 2011 Ahhh...I's a got the 5th chapter up. I pray that it is just as good as the past ones, hope you guys enjoy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 16, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 16, 2011 bump Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--------------- Posted February 18, 2011 Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 You remember how I said these reports were orgasmic and you said 'Eww'. Well, say 'Eww' again. (of course I didn't actually.. You know.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 18, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 Eww.... ...Umm...Thank you...? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Super Chaos Sonic Posted February 18, 2011 Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 This whole fic is interesting to me. (Must be cause I'm a KH fanatic...XD) Anyway, the last chapter/journal entry is interesting...and I like the poem/song you added. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 18, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 [quote name='atman' timestamp='1298006220' post='5015889'] You remember how I said these reports were orgasmic and you said 'Eww'. Well, say 'Eww' again. (of course I didn't actually.. You know.) [/quote] [quote name='Chaos Sonic' timestamp='1298041481' post='5016305'] This whole fic is interesting to me. (Must be cause I'm a KH fanatic...XD) Anyway, the last chapter/journal entry is interesting...and I like the poem/song you added. [/quote] YES!!! I'S WON OVER THE ENEMY!! VICTORY!!! (\/) (\/) \(_o_)/ -------- hahahaha, thanks man, it means a lot to me Chaos, if anything, I'm really suprised that I actually have a really dedicated fan-base! Like, I'm just really pleased that something as small as this, is just really entertaining. So with that being said, I'll [i]keep moving forward[/i] ...uhh...Boss...do you recall when I said I was out of ideas...well...umm....yeah....I'm outta ideas again, so I'll take a little break to come up wtih more. But if you guys don't mind me asking, but with the addition of the three new chapters, what chapter/journal entires are your guys favorites? No! No! Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to brag!! It's just that I wanna get some feedback, so that I know what too keep adding. P.S. With that being said, are some of yours questions starting to be answered? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frybread002 Posted February 25, 2011 Author Report Share Posted February 25, 2011 I hate doing this, but I have to BUMP it...*sigh*...I hate doing that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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