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As you people have probaly noticed I haven't posted much here lately. Well to be truthful behind the scenes I have been working on that addiction. And for the most part I seem to have cracked it. The bad part is that I won't be on here as much and if at all. Maybe 1-2 Posts a day tops. I have found some new things to do and are loving them immensely.

 

Just remember that J-Max thinks highly of all of you. And I'm not gone for good. Just "Chilling" God Bless :D

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I can't believe what I'm about to say, but I can't take it. It's not YCM, it's too personal. I just can't take it anymore. And I don't know when I might come back, I might just get over this depression this afternoon, or I might never come back at all. I just don't see why I'm even alive still, because the car crash should have killed me, it end my true misery.

I'm just losing a hopeless battle right now. I can't sleep, I can't think clearly anymore, I can't see 2 feet infront of myself, and I'm starting to feel as if all of this was for nothing. All this respect I'm being paid around here, it feels too random, too much like you're just feeling too sorry for me. And I can't take it... I'm sorry YCM, I just don' know what it's all worth anymore. It's just, online people I'll probably never meet eye-to-eye in real life, and it's draggin me away from something that I miss dearly, I just can't find it.

 

So I'll be gone for alittle while, until I find what it is I truly miss, and then I'll figure out if it's worth coming back or not.

 

Thanks for all you have done for me...

 

~Meti *When time has gotten you trapped in dispair, just cry yourself to sleep*

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...No, what am I saying? I can't leave...Because if I do, I'll never fulfill exactly what I miss, my very own purpose. Life's purpose isn't to search for it's own meaning...It's the let the meaning come to life.

 

My meaning is in my own name, Meti Paradisi Morgan. 'Paradisi' 'Paradise' My purpose isn't to search for Paradise, it's to let Paradise come to me.

 

I will not be leaving after all. I found what it was sooner and quicker than I ever expected. I just needed someone to remind me. Thanks Zaraki, you helped me find that meaning without even knowing it.

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Guys I may be leaving forever or return after they do something to the Forum xso it doesn't have attacks. I may not be back but I'll see you. I hope.

Guys I may be leaving forever or return after they do something to the Forum xso it doesn't have attacks. I may not be back but I'll see you. I hope.

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Guys I may be leaving forever or return after they do something to the Forum xso it doesn't have attacks. I may not be back but I'll see you. I hope.

Guys I may be leaving forever or return after they do something to the Forum xso it doesn't have attacks. I may not be back but I'll see you. I hope.

But I'll miss you so much...

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