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The inspiration behind you deciding to make an AMA thread...what was it?

 

This...this is my final gambit at knowing who's the fake. If you can answer this question.

 

Simple. You see, I have been hurt, deeply. People I thought cared turned out not to care as much as I thought. They couldn't even tell me my own thing was cancelled, making me stress and plan for days while dealing with work and being ripped to shreds by a person I admired. No one thinks of me, I'm always just an afterthought to people.

 

I was suicidal, so I made this game to cheer me up. Mimicking and poking fun at a person I admired and knew could take a joke would be great fun.

 

The joke has ran its course though... I will soon cast off this form and return to who I was. 

 

This was, at its core, an immature cry for attention.

 

Although it was a breath of fresh air compared to just whining and being judged.

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Simple. You see, I have been hurt, deeply. People I thought cared turned out not to care as much as I thought. They couldn't even tell me my own thing was cancelled, making me stress and plan for days while dealing with work and being ripped to shreds by a person I admired. No one thinks of me, I'm always just an afterthought to people.

 

I was suicidal, so I made this game to cheer me up. Mimicking and poking fun at a person I admired and knew could take a joke would be great fun.

 

The joke has ran its course though... I will soon cast off this form and return to who I was. 

 

This was, at its core, an immature cry for attention.

 

...No...no it wasn't. The game wasn't a cry for attention...but one for help.

 

A game...I'm happy to say I was chosen for. And for you to choose me out of the countless people here...it means something. Now you listen here...

 

*kicks old stereo system*

 

You listen to me. You have friends around you that are always there for you. And while, of course, some may or may not understand your troubles and pains, others will do what they can to help and even try their best to cheer you up! After all...at our core, most of us here have one thing going for us: entertaining one another. And a certain someone said via an NPC once, "Sometimes, just being there with a smile is more help than anything you ever say. This won't be an easy time. But it's when the worst of times are when Entertainers have to force their biggest smiles".

 

And I'll be truthful, I probably screwed up. Nevertheless, I always do my best to fix my mistakes and screw ups. I hate it when I see those around me in pain like this. Guess, after all...I really am some cliche shonen at heart. But cliche shonen or not...you can be damn sure I'm always there...whether you need me or not. You need to know that...you need to know that you ARE someone and that people don't just think of you as an afterthought. Sai...Saikazo...you are my friend, and damnit I ain't lettin' you go down into a depression/emo state like that...not again.

 

So pick yourself up by those bootstraps. Dust yourself off. Take a deep breath, and possibly even clench your buttcheeks. Let out a scream you've been holding deep down for so long...and show everyone...who you are and what you can do. And always remember...you have friends right beside you to help you. After all...you chose ME to imitate...not many friends go that far.

 

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