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I physically hurt my sister.  I was about 12 or thirteen.  A punk ass kid.  I don't remember all the details, but something happened that really, really upset jabroni-ass me.  I kicked her in the stomach.  Afterwards I felt awful.  Mom scolded me and whooped my ass, but for years my sister feared me.  I still feel awful about it to this day.  But since that day I've never been more protective of her.  And we've become a lot closer.  I wish it had never happened, but I'm glad that our relationship is so much better now.

 

And though this isn't the worse thing I've ever done, I'm not willing to tell the other story cuz I'm not willing to go to jail.  So it's the worse thing I'm willing to share.

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I physically hurt my sister.  I was about 12 or thirteen.  A punk ass kid.  I don't remember all the details, but something happened that really, really upset jabroni-ass me.  I kicked her in the stomach.  Afterwards I felt awful.  Mom scolded me and whooped my ass, but for years my sister feared me.  I still feel awful about it to this day.  But since that day I've never been more protective of her.  And we've become a lot closer.  I wish it had never happened, but I'm glad that our relationship is so much better now.

 

And though this isn't the worse thing I've ever done, I'm not willing to tell the other story cuz I'm not willing to go to jail.  So it's the worse thing I'm willing to share.

I wasn't THAT far under 18 ♡

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Nope, parents have never laid a hand on me

 

I was more so just tryna envision your mom slapping you tho lol

 

Is you crazy?  I fear my momma, to this day.  See you don't know black mamas bruh.  They crazy.  And I love her all the same for it.

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I suppose it's a toss up between incidents, one the I feel the worst about, and one that other people tell me is the worst thing I've ever done. The one I feel bad about is I let my friend drive home drunk and high from a party cause I got horny. Honestly, it's a miracle that she made it home alright, and she doesn't hold it against me, but I still feel bad to this day about it.

 

The other incident is when a girl my senior year started spreading a lot of nasty rumors about me and trying to mess with my friendships. While all in all it was mostly harmless cause nobody really believed what she was saying I was really petty about it and wanted to get some revenge. So before a class a shared with her I called her out on it and made her cry. She tried to patch our relationship afterward and I basically did nothing but act like a jabroni towards her because I was bitter.

 

But yeah those are the worst things I'm willing to share...

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I suppose it's a toss up between incidents, one the I feel the worst about, and one that other people tell me is the worst thing I've ever done. The one I feel bad about is I let my friend drive home drunk and high from a party cause I got horny. Honestly, it's a miracle that she made it home alright, and she doesn't hold it against me, but I still feel bad to this day about it.

 

The other incident is when a girl my senior year started spreading a lot of nasty rumors about me and trying to mess with my friendships. While all in all it was mostly harmless cause nobody really believed what she was saying I was really petty about it and wanted to get some revenge. So before a class a shared with her I called her out on it and made her cry. She tried to patch our relationship afterward and I basically did nothing but act like a b**** towards her because I was bitter.

 

But yeah those are the worst things I'm willing to share...

Yeah, I'd agree with you that the drunk/high driving one is worse

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I suppose it's a toss up between incidents, one the I feel the worst about, and one that other people tell me is the worst thing I've ever done. The one I feel bad about is I let my friend drive home drunk and high from a party cause I got horny. Honestly, it's a miracle that she made it home alright, and she doesn't hold it against me, but I still feel bad to this day about it.

 

Letting your friends drive drunk turns you on? e_e

 

Whatever revs your engine!

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Throughout my 12th grade, I hanged out with a friend I had a crush on. Like, REALLY hanged out. We spent tons of hours after school at some school club, with friends traveling around the city, or chatting on Messenger. It wasn't uncommon to have 6 hour chats running down to 2am.

Sometime after our high school graduation ceremony, he met some other person that he started hanging out with. In the span of a week his friend went from "has obvious intentions and puts me off" to "Is my BFF, we don't have a single interest we don't share".

 

My stance was not confessing. I thought my crush had to be brain-dead to not notice I had feelings, in fact at least half a dozen people in the group of friends noticed and told me it was rather obvious, some of them approaching me more so to check on me rather than for confirmation. I was gonna put up with it. I didn't mind if my crush got in a relationship as long as it was at least them doing their thing and us still being friends, but my crush just would never ever ever shut up about what they did together. I couldn't even change subjects.

 

Bottom line, I ended up bursting and wrote about it to vent off. In it I wrote my confession, and described everything that got me down. It was a public journal on MySpace back in the day. I mean, I didn't really reveal any secrets from my crush since even our other friends had told me he wouldn't shut up about it so they didn't feel like talking as much anymore. Also, I deleted it after showing it to my crush.

I still regret not having confessed face-to-face, and keeping things in the way I did. Plus, it was wrong of me to be as detailed as I was on stuff my crush told me about via MSN, even if I was far from the only one that knew. I also regret bottling up things the way I did. Can't exactly play martyr on that and ended up hurting myself a bit too much.

 

Oh boy did I get payback for it though. I was sheet-talked and insulted for roughly 40 minutes straight by my crush, and I just took all the hits. I was eliminated from all places as a contact, and was given the silent treatment for around 3 months afterwards, but not any silent treatment but my crush made sure to be in my light of sight pretty damn often, and a couple times I gathered courage to stand up and go apologize again, only to have my crush stand up at the distance and go away without looking at me right at the moment.

I also basically went from a straight A student to failing half my classes, and losing my will to keep drawing too.

One morning I was tired of being trapped in this and decided "funk him" and prepared to get to class, only to have my crush coincidentally walk up to me to greet me for the first time in months, as if nothing had happened, and evading telling me until months later when I was only able to get "you are too good of a friend" out of him.

Plus there were other happenings like him feeling nostalgic one time about our old gang at high school and invited us all to hang out. Turned up nobody else but me showed up, and he brought his partner (same person from when my issues began in MSN). I had a good hour of doing nothing except looking at them smooch while we waited for others, and they eventually went into some apartment and told me "thanks for coming" implying that was the end of the path for me.

 

It was a life lesson alright..... *shrugs*

Though even then, I don't think I would fully learn for a few more years afterwards. Can't say it's the only "worst" thing I've ever done, either. I have other stories I'd rather keep to myself....

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Throughout my 12th grade, I hanged out with a friend I had a crush on. Like, REALLY hanged out. We spent tons of hours after school at some school club, with friends traveling around the city, or chatting on Messenger. It wasn't uncommon to have 6 hour chats running down to 2am.

Sometime after our high school graduation ceremony, he met some other person that he started hanging out with. In the span of a week his friend went from "has obvious intentions and puts me off" to "Is my BFF, we don't have a single interest we don't share".

 

My stance was not confessing. I thought my crush had to be brain-dead to not notice I had feelings, in fact at least half a dozen people in the group of friends noticed and told me it was rather obvious, some of them approaching me more so to check on me rather than for confirmation. I was gonna put up with it. I didn't mind if my crush got in a relationship as long as it was at least them doing their thing and us still being friends, but my crush just would never ever ever shut up about what they did together. I couldn't even change subjects.

 

Bottom line, I ended up bursting and wrote about it to vent off. In it I wrote my confession, and described everything that got me down. It was a public journal on MySpace back in the day. I mean, I didn't really reveal any secrets from my crush since even our other friends had told me he wouldn't shut up about it so they didn't feel like talking as much anymore. Also, I deleted it after showing it to my crush.

I still regret not having confessed face-to-face, and keeping things in the way I did. Plus, it was wrong of me to be as detailed as I was on stuff my crush told me about via MSN, even if I was far from the only one that knew. I also regret bottling up things the way I did. Can't exactly play martyr on that and ended up hurting myself a bit too much.

 

Oh boy did I get payback for it though. I was sheet-talked and insulted for roughly 40 minutes straight by my crush, and I just took all the hits. I was eliminated from all places as a contact, and was given the silent treatment for around 3 months afterwards, but not any silent treatment but my crush made sure to be in my light of sight pretty damn often, and a couple times I gathered courage to stand up and go apologize again, only to have my crush stand up at the distance and go away without looking at me right at the moment.

I also basically went from a straight A student to failing half my classes, and losing my will to keep drawing too.

One morning I was tired of being trapped in this and decided "funk him" and prepared to get to class, only to have my crush coincidentally walk up to me to greet me for the first time in months, as if nothing had happened, and evading telling me until months later when I was only able to get "you are too good of a friend" out of him.

Plus there were other happenings like him feeling nostalgic one time about our old gang at high school and invited us all to hang out. Turned up nobody else but me showed up, and he brought his partner (same person from when my issues began in MSN). I had a good hour of doing nothing except looking at them smooch while we waited for others, and they eventually went into some apartment and told me "thanks for coming" implying that was the end of the path for me.

 

It was a life lesson alright..... *shrugs*

Though even then, I don't think I would fully learn for a few more years afterwards. Can't say it's the only "worst" thing I've ever done, either. I have other stories I'd rather keep to myself....

This shows me how terrible of a person I am. Like I'm not even sure what you did I wrong Sleepy

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A R E  Y O U  R E A D Y  T O  R A M B L E ?

 

I'm disappointed in the lack of horrific acts I have carried out now that this thread has made me realise such. The kind of shite that I can come up with for it is low-tier at best.

 

Like something that I still feel bad about is when I was 11 or 12 in primary school, we had a coatroom in the classroom and at the end of the day everyone would have to get their coat before going home. Don't know when exactly it was but one time I went in and got my friend's coat and this other guy who had a similar one started to thank me before realising it wasn't his and that just made me feel so fucking bad and I don't understand why and it has stayed with me for the 7 or 8 years or whatever it is since, like I can literally remember word for word what he said and the change in expression on his face.

 

Struggling to come up with a quality alternative to that, I mean I know realistically I must've done worse things but nothing is coming to mind. I've punched my brother in the face before but I'd list that among the best things I've done. One time I slammed a door which made a glass vase that my mother got as a wedding present fall and shatter, that was pretty shit. Kicked my brother in the face once as well when I was about 10 but again that's a higher-tier installment of The Chronicles of Enguin, I mention these occurrences only because they're objectively bad.

 

Made fun of my ~10-year-old cousin's voice, though only once and it was widely agreed to be 5/7 hilarious though my mother would not admit it. When I was about 7 at school I inadvertently swung a girl into a concrete pillar. Didn't do any lasting damage or anything but she cried and I feared the death penalty for a while until a teacher took her inside and nothing really came of it. When I was 14 or so there was a girl at school who decided to fall in love with me who I didn't like as any more than a very weakly connected friend and I handled it by ignoring her messages on facebook for about 2 months before finally telling her to fuck off which is really not a great way to handle any situation. My guilt over this was dulled by her resuming the messaging after a month though.

 

I'd say overall this has been a disappointing foray into my memory banks and my dreams of being the next Luka Magnotta have been shattered but if I manage to come up with something more interesting in future I will undoubtedly forget to add it to this post.

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This shows me how terrible of a person I am. Like I'm not even sure what you did I wrong Sleepy

 

It is not so much "the worst thing" I've done that's harmed others, but more so the worst thing I've probably done to myself, that's also had some damage to others around me in the process.

 

I was in love, I bottled it up with the habit I've always had of brushing myself to the side and avoiding spotlight. I ended up burning myself from the inside and bursting in a drama-inducing incident I could have avoided had I come clean before it was too late. I also wrote a detailed article about what I was told as a private chat and made it public on a social network. 

 

Imagine if you were my crush and also a super close friend that talked with me 24/7, but had a new girl friend you were super into, and did nothing but tell me about it.

"Oh me and X love this band I can't believe she even knows these songs!", "Oh me and X went out shopping the other day after I ditched class, I need to go for my jacket later", "Oh sorry if I sound tired, the other day I was chatting with X until 4am". Plus a long long long list of etc. Then I wrote about it describing mostly everything that made me burst. It doesn't matter how many people know already or that I was told those things directly, I'd be making unnecessary and un-welcomed exposition. Plus passing up as a coward that couldn't confess in person as a bonus, plus resulting in our friends sort of taking sides and getting the group overall divided.... 

Would you say that was the right way for me to go about things?

 

It was an angsty mess. I also lost my level-head, and my period of depression over it actually lasted around 3 years, and prevented me from enjoying a ton of aspects in my life and lowering the quality of anything I did, be it sports, art, school, and my overall social interactions. I did not in fact succeed in bringing myself up on my own, I had help moving on in many ways. That makes it probably the most self-damaging result I've had.

 

Though just for the record, I'm over it (it has been a while since the incident) and in retrospect, my crush was kind of an jabroni. For example, when we were in good terms, he'd do things like exclusively invite me to walk home together after school, just the two of us, and then ditch me before we met. I didn't have a cell phone, pages like facebook weren't as much of a thing (if at all), and I recall this one time I waited 5 hours, it got dark, started raining, and upon getting home and into the computer I was the one that had to bring the subject up and the answer was along the lines of "tehee, sorry mate, my family was gonna pick me up and I forgot". 

 

Damn was I dumb.

Hell's paved by good intentions it is said.

I've never done anything consciously with bad intentions in mind, but.... yeah.

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It is not so much "the worst thing" I've done that's harmed others, but more so the worst thing I've probably done to myself, that's also had some damage to others around me in the process.

 

I was in love, I bottled it up with the habit I've always had of brushing myself to the side and avoiding spotlight. I ended up burning myself from the inside and bursting in a drama-inducing incident I could have avoided had I come clean before it was too late. I also wrote a detailed article about what I was told as a private chat and made it public on a social network. 

 

Imagine if you were my crush and also a super close friend that talked with me 24/7, but had a new girl friend you were super into, and did nothing but tell me about it.

"Oh me and X love this band I can't believe she even knows these songs!", "Oh me and X went out shopping the other day after I ditched class, I need to go for my jacket later", "Oh sorry if I sound tired, the other day I was chatting with X until 4am". Plus a long long long list of etc. Then I wrote about it describing mostly everything that made me burst. It doesn't matter how many people know already or that I was told those things directly, I'd be making unnecessary and un-welcomed exposition. Plus passing up as a coward that couldn't confess in person as a bonus, plus resulting in our friends sort of taking sides and getting the group overall divided.... 

Would you say that was the right way for me to go about things?

 

It was an angsty mess. I also lost my level-head, and my period of depression over it actually lasted around 3 years, and prevented me from enjoying a ton of aspects in my life and lowering the quality of anything I did, be it sports, art, school, and my overall social interactions. I did not in fact succeed in bringing myself up on my own, I had help moving on in many ways. That makes it probably the most self-damaging result I've had.

 

Though just for the record, I'm over it (it has been a while since the incident) and in retrospect, my crush was kind of an jabroni. For example, when we were in good terms, he'd do things like exclusively invite me to walk home together after school, just the two of us, and then ditch me before we met. I didn't have a cell phone, pages like facebook weren't as much of a thing (if at all), and I recall this one time I waited 5 hours, it got dark, started raining, and upon getting home and into the computer I was the one that had to bring the subject up and the answer was along the lines of "tehee, sorry mate, my family was gonna pick me up and I forgot". 

 

Damn was I dumb.

Hell's paved by good intentions it is said.

I've never done anything consciously with bad intentions in mind, but.... yeah.

I'd say you were right. Guys tend to be stupid. A lot of us aren't great at understanding feelings. You were being polite by not laying it thick, he was being thick. I honestly don't get why you're blaming yourself at all. You were just being human and kinda sweet/shy

I've never done anything consciously with bad intentions in mind, but.... yeah.

This is where we differ I guess. I've actively been a home wrecker when I was motivated for example, and that's the tip of the iceberg 

 

Compared to some of the stuff told on this thread, and many of the things people aren't being entirely open with, your story seems the tamest of tame was my pt

This is the biggest load of bullshit I've seen you post outside of the debates section.  And it has a hell of a lot less to do with spankings than you realize.

do elaborate 

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do elaborate 

 

First and foremost, I don't fear my momma because of the ass whoopins I know she can give.  I fear her because I know just how strong she is.  She raised two kids, four nephews, my uncle, and my cousins, by herself.  She gives, gives, and gives until she's on the brink of being broken, and she gives some more.  She puts her family before anyone else, with only her relationship with Jesus coming before that.  She has literally put her life on the line for my father when I know most certainly he would never do the same, even after being divorced for over 23 years.

 

She has been torn down, beaten up, disrespected, used, and abused, like no one else I know.  The ass whoopings I got were not simply "hitting her child".  It was because if someone else had laid a hand on me, they would do much worse.  I should know.  My mom spanked me.  My stepdad put me in the hospital for days, and got child protective services called.  My mother almost lost custody over me because of something he did.  She didn't spank me because she didn't understand reason or refused to use it.  If anything, in our family, it's sort of ritualistic (crazy as it is).  Hard head makes a soft ass.  Hard heads get spanked.  Spanked asses become hard.  Hard asses have learned from their mistakes.  Those mistakes don't happen again.

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