Resident Fascist Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 I won't give the exact reason why, I'll just say this is the most terrified I've ever been in my life. I'm sorry... I've failed you all. I've missed the cold black void. Life is scary. *sigh* I'm so worried I feel my blood pressure rising. If this continues and nothing changes, with any luck, my heart will fail and that will be the end of that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 How did you end up like this? I'll be your friend again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mitchermitcher Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 cowcow made a thread on this earlier, go read that for some encouragement damnit EW, come to chat and I guess I'll listen to you. don't do anything too rash. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CybZer0 Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 Storm Crow, I may not know why you feel this way, but I am here for you, WE are here for you. Your friends, acquaintances, even strangers. There are many bad humans in this world and those who are good feel they are the ones causing it because of self-doubt. YOU ARE NOT THAT CAUSE. You are a good willed human being! Storm Crow, be scare but be scare with us. WE, your family, your friends are scare for the same reason: Uncertainty. Uncertain of what will happen to you and others. But we know what will happen: You will stay strong, outplay, outskill this fear and FTK/OTK and go plus a trillion like no ones ever done before :). Life is hard and sometimes we forget to take time to enjoy it because we're trying to survive each day. Know how long you've survived and know that it is just a feeling and only a feeling. Storm Crow, you don't have to go through this alone. Your closet of friends and family can help. And I know you're strong. You have the confidence to admit your suicidal on the internet! Many who are in your situation do not have that audacity. I can already see hope. Storm Crow, do me a favor and topdeck that Monster Reborn and bring out your confidence and win this :). You have my utmost faith. May God be with you. May the Force be with you. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GarlandChaos Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 Shard, I'm sorry for not talking with you in a couple of months. I really should pay more attention to all of my friends rather than just my close ones. Please don't do this. We'll miss you. I just want one more chance to talk with you through Skype so we can talk this over. ;w; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aerion Brightflame Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 Give it 24 hours and see if you still feel this way. Because if you really want to end your life, what's another 24 hours, and if you don't, then that time will show it. And use that 24 hours to live; Go out, enjoy the world, speak to people you haven't spoken too in a long time. Listen to music or read things that make you feel alive, that light that spark within you. And yes, there are people here who will happily talk to you, even if it's about nonsense. You aren't alone, no matter how much your head might try to trick you otherwise. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
~ P O L A R I S ~ Posted November 17, 2015 Report Share Posted November 17, 2015 Eventually we all have to check out, but now is not your time. I have felt as you do now, and I can imagine that you're probably feeling as though you have nothing to lose right now. As disorienting and scary as that dark epiphany can be, it can be just as liberating. If you can contemplate suicide, you can contemplate anything, anything you want. Do something desperate that you'll be able to watch play out, do whatever you have to. I remember being suicidal, and when I thought of the people who said they loved me I was incredulous, thinking that they might love me based on what they know, but they only know what I've let them, the tip of the iceberg. You can make whatever confessions you want right now, including declarations of love/hatred. Take on personas, walk into places, go for it! You're free right now! This is an exciting time for you, I'd love it if you kept me up to date as I'm sure any number of people here would, but no pressure. In any case, I wish you all the best, I love you and this is not the end for you. That seductive cold black peaceful void can wait, for now live as you never have before. -Uncle Polaris Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trebuchet MS Posted November 19, 2015 Report Share Posted November 19, 2015 Maybe have a little change of pace. Take your mind off whatever's causing your grief. Find some hope - or at least, be rid of your despair and enter a state of zen. Dying doesn't always solve everything. Death is a process, not an answer. Your time is not now. It is not anyone's time until Death itself decrees it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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