Johan Liebert Posted July 7, 2015 Report Share Posted July 7, 2015 I have no clue as to why I think this is a good idea, but I won't be sharing too much of the depressing stuff. Oh gosh...where to start... I can do things that I refer to as "abilities". I've had roughly twenty-three premonitions come true, and I've prevented about fifteen from happening. I can know anything I want about a person by merely looking at their face and hearing their voice; I'm only able to do it once per person, and I never go very deep; some things are better left unknown by me. I like to refer this "ability" as "reading". I can sense if a threat or someone I know is in the building I'm in or right outside of the building I'm in. I can force myself to lose memories. There are a few other things that I can do, but they sound more absurd than the ones I've already listed. The general thoughts people have had in the past when I'd tell them about my "abilities" are that it relates to what I'm watching on television, I'm crazy, I'm lying, or, lately, they show an oddly high interest, wanting to know everything I know about what I can do. I've gone through a fair amount of crap in my life. Bullying, betrayal, rumors, being feared, being blamed for everything, etc. Last November, I started getting into a very bad habit: cutting. I cut five times by the time it was the middle of December. 79 days later, I cut again, and five more times until the middle of April. I haven't self-harmed since then. I've had a total of three total visits to two different crisis centers. In my entire, I've tried to end my own life six times. The last time I tried, in early May, I should've died. The impact of my near-death experience made me fully understand all I had done prior to this, and how stupid it was. Anyway, I'm not complaining about my life; I know many people who have gone through much worse, and this leads into my next paragraph. For over a year now, I've been something of a go-to therapist for many people. Despite sometimes doubting my abilities to give good advice and help others, I've apparently really changed people's lives. I thought people were just flattering me when they told me I have a gift for helping people. I've realized recently that they were being dead-serious. I'm going to be honest here: this aspect of my life puts more pressure on me than most sixteen-year-olds are meant to handle. I've helped people with anything ranging from a recent breakup to preventing them from harming or killing themselves. I even got involved with a friend of mine being abused by her family. I have a few people who only open up and go to me, yet I feel no pressure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GarlandChaos Posted July 7, 2015 Report Share Posted July 7, 2015 Whoa. Damn, dude. That ability of yours isn't something for people to be unnerved by. In fact, if anything, it IS something they should ask you more about. I've threatened to kill myself several times in the past as well, but I never actually did it even halfway. If I ever need some therapy from someone online, I suppose I'll ask you or maybe some friends of mine. Sound good? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Johan Liebert Posted July 7, 2015 Author Report Share Posted July 7, 2015 Whoa. Damn, dude. That ability of yours isn't something for people to be unnerved by. In fact, if anything, it IS something they should ask you more about. I've threatened to kill myself several times in the past as well, but I never actually did it even halfway. If I ever need some therapy from someone online, I suppose I'll ask you or maybe some friends of mine. Sound good?I appreciate the level of understanding you just showed. And yes, of course you can go to me if you need anything. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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