Bahamut - Envoy of the End Posted January 12, 2014 Report Share Posted January 12, 2014 (OOC: I have no idea whether this is the right place for this, but I know it sure as heck can't go in the CW section proper due to length and whatnot, so I guess it goes here...) ...... January 26th Dear Diary, No matter what I do, everything gets worse. No matter how much I try to pull everything together, it all falls apart again, into even more tiny pieces than before. Everything is just so messed up, and nothing I do, or the Resistance does, changes anything. I need… I need to focus. I need to think. Okay, Aerial said I should try writing everything down to clarify my thoughts and my goals from there; so let’s try this… My frustrations Nero’s rule gets more oppressive every day. More people suffer and die every day. Vardus does nothing. Nothing works. I still can’t get through to Mel. I’m at my wits end with him, and everything I try fails. Dorian is gone. I…. I failed him. He’s gone, and he’s never coming back to me… Stupid girl. What am I thinking this will achieve? Writing all this down isn’t going to help, and just thinking about what happened then is making me… No, I won’t cry. I mustn’t cry. Crying won’t bring him back; not after I failed him and let him go like that. Stupid girl; don’t you dare cry! No…breathe. I can do this. I have to move on. Calm down and think. What do I want? To protect Mel. Above all else, I must protect him. To overthrow Nero. To end his reign. To free everyone in the Empire. To cut……… off……… his……… head…… To be happy. How do I achieve this? Continue in the Resistance with Vardus? Or… … Go with that vizier guy; and his insane plan for Utopia….? I… I think I need more time to think about this. More time to get over all the things I’ve lost. To learn more about these men controlling my life like a puppet. To try and wash clean the accursed blood that never seems to leave my hands, and tune out their screams and their faces I hear and see in my sleep. Although I’m not sure I ever will. How do I free myself from all of these feelings in my head and in my heart, and try to move forward towards these goals I have to achieve; for me, for Mel, and for him? … What do I do? Can I really be that cold…? ...... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubG-_al3w14 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mugendramon Posted January 12, 2014 Report Share Posted January 12, 2014 Actually as long as you ask Rinne for permission and state that you have (and of course JUSTIFY that it's short), a piece of this length this is allowed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aerion Brightflame Posted January 12, 2014 Report Share Posted January 12, 2014 Wait? O.O You have actually done what I think you have done for your return to Creative Writing. I'm speechless... Like honestly, speechless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vector Nightmare Posted January 17, 2014 Report Share Posted January 17, 2014 OMFGWTFLEGASP this is a complete surprise to me! ...no, but this not getting virtually any attention is terrible, activity here is practically at an all time low. Well, you mostly know my thoughts on this, so I'm just gonna post for support and encouragement. Go for it ~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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