DL Posted February 21, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Umm...my first crush....hard to say really...maybe this one girl in my 6th grade class... No, further back, there was one in my 4th grade class, called Pilar. She was pale and had shoulder-length smooth blond hair... She was pretty, and I am pretty sure she was my first crush Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marisa Kirisame-ze Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 So guys, what was your first childhood crush like? And what made you like them? Oh god, well, I wasn't really the type to be crushing on someone in elementary school, so I didn't exactly have a "childhood crush". But I did really like my table partner in 5th grade, and literally everyone knew. But I honestly didn't know what a crush was, or what you do when you have one. And throughout the years that same guy is one of my close friends! But my first real crush, that I actually did something about and everything, was in 6th grade. I was totally head over heels for him. We were best friends, did everything together, and became the most dynamic pair in middle school. But middle school is trivial, and love is the most naive thing at that time. Either way, I wanted to be in a relationship with him (through the influence of a friend who had a long lasting boyfriend at the time) and I admitted to him how I felt, but he wouldn't let himself like me because his best friend felt for me what I felt for him. I eventually dated his best friend, and he was my first boyfriend. But oh, what a love triangle I was in. We still go to the same school, me and my first real crush, but we don't talk anymore. What a shame. And after I broke up with my first boyfriend, I choose not to want to see him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DL Posted February 21, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Oh god, well, I wasn't really the type to be crushing on someone in elementary school, so I didn't exactly have a "childhood crush". But I did really like my table partner in 5th grade, and literally everyone knew. But I honestly didn't know what a crush was, or what you do when you have one. And throughout the years that same guy is one of my close friends! But my first real crush, that I actually did something about and everything, was in 6th grade. I was totally head over heels for him. We were best friends, did everything together, and became the most dynamic pair in middle school. But middle school is trivial, and love is the most naive thing at that time. Either way, I wanted to be in a relationship with him (through the influence of a friend who had a long lasting boyfriend at the time) and I admitted to him how I felt, but he wouldn't let himself like me because his best friend felt for me what I felt for him. I eventually dated his best friend, and he was my first boyfriend. But oh, what a love triangle I was in. We still go to the same school, me and my first real crush, but we don't talk anymore. What a shame. And after I broke up with my first boyfriend, I choose not to want to see him. ...that sounds a bit tragic, actually xD Why did you date his best friend?Did you have feelings for HIM too? o.o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spirit of DMG Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Oh, boy... That... was quite a story, Marisa-Sama. My first crush... hard to say, but... I think this one chick who was in my 3rd grade class... Amanda. I don't know exactly what I saw in her anymore. I think I saw her as nice, and she was really pretty too. Long, smooth, blonde hair. Kinda thin, and a bit tall as girls go. She never really was mean to anyone, unlike some kids in that class who'd never leave me alone... >.<* but, yeah, I'd say she was my first crush. Never said anything to her, though, and we kinda just lived out our lives. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thar Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Love triangles. Gotta love 'em. Oh, you wanna hear about my first crush? Well... I punched her in the stomach. That's all I remember. But my first crush that actually counted: It was one of those "as if it was yesterday" childhood memories. It started in third grade, when I moved to southern Wisconsin. At the very beginning of my time at the school there, my first crush there, making my second crush ever, had a friend whom I met later on in the year. She was the younger sister of one of my neighbors down the street, whom is a "brother from another mother" with another neighbor (complicated friend web.) Anyway, I met her by a little iron bar by the blacktop that we did flips on for a good several months, and we became friends later on. Things were great, but it happened: I started developing feelings for her. Everything about her... she was just gorgeous. Every day I would play with her on that bar and it would feel like I'm in heaven. Eventually things started to get awkward. I got butterflies every time I saw her. When we talked, I had miniature panic attacks that involved running away and stuttering like a b*tch. Later on I started getting crazy. Every opportunity I got, I tried to make contact with her, be it hooking arms, sassy-gay hugging, tackling, etc (yes, I tackled her at random times.) As suspected, she started getting suspicious. This is when things started getting interesting yet risky. It was all mind games at this point. The truth was behind foggy glass and I didn't know how to approach her or whom to trust with the secret. A few friends, including the other girl I mentioned, I told. From then on I figured it was pointless to hold it back, so I started giving hints to her by putting anonymous notes in her desk occasionally. I felt like a secret agent tossing theories back and forth with recon snipers scouting my every move. But of course, it all came crashing down to an end. After recess one day, it felt clear to me that one person I chose to trust broke the news. So I said aloud to one of my friends that "she already knew I had a crush on her" (word for word.) But hey, news flash! She didn't even know, and she was right next to me. At that very instant, I heard a sharp gasp followed immediately by laughter and pointing fingers and shunning comments from her and all her friends. It was perfect timing cause the bell to leave rang, and I remember clearly passing one of her friends whom said "Get... away from me" putting her hands in front of her as if I was infected. 'Twas one of the first days of my life where I actually felt worthless, and it followed with the year I was diagnosed with Aspberger's. Ironic, is it not? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kōsuke Ueki Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 O_O YOU have Asperger's too Thar? Jesus, how many of us are on YCM? I'm tempted to make a club for all of us. :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathanael D. Striker Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 A fair amount of us tbh. I remember Shadow Zero saying he had it. I think Agro mentioned it too, but I'm not sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kōsuke Ueki Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Yeah, I'm definitely making a club for us soon. BTW, never been in a relationship except for the lie I'm still living, so no childhood crush for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thar Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 Yeah, I'm definitely making a club for us soon. I don't see any point in making an Aspberger's club here. For one thing, most people who would join it already make a good topic of it here. Plus the idea of naming a group after a label for anti-socialism in the stereotype pool seems rather redundant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merci Posted February 21, 2013 Report Share Posted February 21, 2013 So guys, what was your first childhood crush like? And what made you like them? Oh. This question. I love this question. I have to answer it. Okay, let's go. My first crush was a girl named Scarlett. After moving schools (I was bullied all the time at my old school and was suicidal - but if any of you remember my thread from a year ago, you'd know that YCM managed to help me get over it), I was kinda distant. After a few months, she (one year my senior) was the first one to make a [i]real[/i] effort to try and reach me. At first, I ignored her, but I managed to become friends with her and became more confident about talking. A few months ago after though, that's when I went through puberty, and then I began developing feelings for her. For [i]over two-three whole years,[/i] I kept a crush on her without telling anyone about it. My heart beated faster whenever I was near her, and it was hard for me to stand or form words whenever I was near her, but she didn't notice much. The way she acted, somehow always managing to catch me whenever I was staring at her, I was constantly half-certain that she had a crush on me, but I still never made a move. It's only when I read something called Chicken's Soup for the Teenage Soul, to be more exact about a first crush who the guy never admitted his feelings to and regretted it for the rest of his life, that I was convinced I had to confess. So I did after two years of harboring a crush on her - and she told me she was asexual, AKA has never had a crush or 'fell in love' before. For some people, this might be a crushing defeat. Some huge shock. I guess it was like that for me at first, as I was confused with the concept of 'being incapable of love'. We continued to be close friends, even after she moved school (though when I was first told that she was moving, I think I nearly had a heart attack. Seriously). Later while chatting online, when she asked me if I had a crush, I admitted I was still in love with her, and she just shrugged it after a moment of surprise. I remember once that she was becoming lazy with stuff like talking, and I decided to declare to her that I would ignore her for three months, at which point I hoped she would change. Faithfully, I waited out those three months, and in all honesty it was probably harder for me than for her. When I returned, she had changed. I dunno...more serious, I guess? Of course, by then I had met my soon-to-be first girlfriend, and I was conflicted with my feelings. When Scarlett appeared at school one day to pick up her brother (who still goes to my school), I vaguely remember staring at her in disbelief, in some sort of trance. I didn't even notice that she had noticed me and was walking towards me- not until she snapped me out of it~ haha, that was hilarious xD She was- no, she [i]is[/i] amazing. She taught me that there's no need to be conflicted about two things that are completely different (like having rainbow ponies and eldritch abominations exist side-by-side). How do I describe her...? She's an emo otaku, and exceedingly imaginative. She's the one who snapped me out of my suicidal tendencies and cutting entirely, and she's the one who helped me change into a better person. I wouldn't be able to do all things I can now - draw, write, even talk - if it wasn't for her. She also got me into heavy metal. At first, I had a crush on her...but you know what? Now, she's more like a soul sister to me. I'm utterly convinced that there is nobody on this planet who is similar to her, and I can rest assured by problems that others face with their first crush. Because Scarlett will never fall in love. She may marry, but it would only be for formal purposes. Once, a guy approached her and asked her to be his girlfriend, and she just decided to accept for the hell of it. I knew how that would turn out from the very first day. Eventually, she left him after he began stalking and being obsessive over her, having never had feelings for him in the first place. A lot of people have liked her in the past, a lot of people still like her (honestly, have you guys seen just how many Valentine's cards and chocolates she gets every year?!) but I doubt she'll ever like anyone 'in that way'. She told me once that she might be a virgin for the rest of her life, and I doubt she even cares about that. Scarlett's like the embodiment of an nontarnishable image. At least for me, there is absolutely [i]nothing[/i] about her that can offset her image because she's always herself, never pretending nor ever making an effort to do so, and remains blissfully unaware of just how...[i]pure[/i] she is, in all her entirety. Having known her and been close to her for over four-five years, I can declare that with honesty. I rarely have crushes, if ever, and I can vividly remember each and every one of them. My first, my second, my third, my fourth, and my fifth. Name, birthday, I still remember everything. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Marisa Kirisame-ze Posted February 22, 2013 Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 ...that sounds a bit tragic, actually xD Why did you date his best friend?Did you have feelings for HIM too? o.o It was kind of tragic last year when I was kind of in pain over losing my "first crush" as a friend since we drifted pretty badly, but I'm over it now. It wasn't a bad situation at the time at all! Plus, it was middle school. Nothing should be serious in middle school. And I dated his best friend because for sure the one I liked would never like me back, since he wouldn't let himself. He was being noble, letting his best friend have me if I gave him a chance. So I gave him a chance. And I grew to really like him after a little while, and we were a good couple for a few months, but then he got extremely jealous of another childhood best friend of mine, and I broke up with him because jealousy turned him into an asshole. But I still really appreciated him as my first boyfriend, and I don't regret a thing. He was super sweet at the time, and treated me really well. But of course, a few months after the break up, I reverted back to liking my original first crush whoops. But nothing really happened between us afterwords, besides us still being good friends until we hit high school. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted February 22, 2013 Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 I never had an honest crush at all. I've never really sincerely felt that way for anybody in reality, if I really think about it. It's mostly just very transient, fake feelings of me thinking I care at all when I really don't. So to answer in a circle, no. I've never had a crush and I've never felt anything for anybody at school or anywhere. Or, rather, it's very difficult for me to, if at all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kōsuke Ueki Posted February 22, 2013 Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 [quote name="Kona Furugori" post="6148584" timestamp="1361505626"]I never had an honest crush at all. I've never really sincerely felt that way for anybody in reality, if I really think about it. It's mostly just very transient, fake feelings of me thinking I care at all when I really don't. So to answer in a circle, no. I've never had a crush and I've never felt anything for anybody at school or anywhere. Or, rather, it's very difficult for me to, if at all.[/quote] I agree. Though, considering how my mind can be at times, you can say that I'm quietly obsessed with evert girl I have a 50/50 chance of dating. Anyway, this is off topic, but I'm just saying this now. I have created a blog to depict my life story in the fullest details that I'm able to remember. I don't have anything written yet, but I'll keep you all posted on what goes up. I'll post a link when I do get something down. But until then, I'm just letting you all know of this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DL Posted February 22, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 Lomby, you just reminded me of my TRUE first crush...it was....third grade or something. I remember I pushed her off of this spinning toy thing.....and that she had a brother....and that's it xD @Marisa-sama - Glad you had a good run, then....even if jealousy kinda ruined it...haha Was the jealousy unfounded? xD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miror B Posted February 22, 2013 Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 I got my network back! Finally... So guys, what was your first childhood crush like? And what made you like them? I remember my first childhood crush was a boy 2 times shorter then me. He was and still is annoying, and he would always tease me. I guess I liked him because he would always tease me. I'm not really sure anymore. I was a weird child. Haha! All I remember is back in 1st grade I liked this girl. Then she ruined my coloring sheet so I hated her. Nothing much comes to mind. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gabriel Maeso Posted February 22, 2013 Report Share Posted February 22, 2013 I got my network back! Finally... So guys, what was your first childhood crush like? And what made you like them? I remember my first childhood crush was a boy 2 times shorter then me. He was and still is annoying, and he would always tease me. I guess I liked him because he would always tease me. I'm not really sure anymore. I was a weird child. Haha! My first childhood crush... it was this girl from my school--*shiver* ugh! earily childhood school situations make me feel like a trading coin-- anyway, there was this girl that I had a crush on, I think her name was...Tainá...no...I remember that it had a T at the start. I dunno why I liked her... we never really chatted, she kinda that used to give me a cold shoulder or something... maybe that's why, I like when I have to prove it that I want to be with the girl oh well... I do remember that once we had a "secret friend" thingy, and we had to give a gift to someone that we wanted to befriends with or to a dear friend, and she gave me a toy shotgun to shoot at some targets that it came with, was a nice toy, I would have liked to be friends with her, but not long after that there was this big problem at the school, then I went study where I am still studying, got in there at pre-school, and I am now at senior year lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Great Unclean One: VK Posted February 24, 2013 Report Share Posted February 24, 2013 I remember I was in kindergarten. I like this short haired girl who had streaks of pink in her hair. Whenever she was bullied I came to her rescue but she never really liked me. After a few days of doing this, I said fuck it and instead spent my time looking at the different types of rocks and trying to figure out why some were different then others and what could have made it that way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gabriel Maeso Posted February 26, 2013 Report Share Posted February 26, 2013 So... today is the day that I'm sending my girlfriend the special gift package I have been making her for a while now, later I'm going to the post office to send it, just wish i could be there to see her opening it tho. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Great Unclean One: VK Posted February 26, 2013 Report Share Posted February 26, 2013 Do it via webcam. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gabriel Maeso Posted February 26, 2013 Report Share Posted February 26, 2013 Do it via webcam. If I could :/ she doesnt have a webcam, but she has a mic, so I cna hear her. and btw those were the best 35 bucks I have ever spent. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DL Posted February 26, 2013 Author Report Share Posted February 26, 2013 What's inside the gift package? Or is it a seeecweet? o3o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spirit of DMG Posted February 27, 2013 Report Share Posted February 27, 2013 Secrets don't make friends, Gabe. Thou hast peaked my interest. Okay, really, DL made me curious. I wasn't all that interested before his post. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Merci Posted February 27, 2013 Report Share Posted February 27, 2013 Oh! Oh! I know what it is! It's a semi-automatic.45 caliber Beretta 9x4 Storm, isn't it?! Yes! Yes! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gabriel Maeso Posted February 28, 2013 Report Share Posted February 28, 2013 What's inside the gift package? Or is it a seeecweet? o3o Well it is a seecweet. but I know she wont look here anyway, so I will tell you guys. first, it is a pair of anime necklaces I bought her, 3 hairpins I got specialy made for her, a wool sweatshirt, which is mine, cause she told me that her winter clothing were to small, it has a note saying "Get warm sweetie~<3" and a chocolate box with the note "Chocolates for my candy piece :3" and sorry being out a bit, classes got to me –_–" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spirit of DMG Posted February 28, 2013 Report Share Posted February 28, 2013 Well it is a seecweet. but I know she wont look here anyway, so I will tell you guys. first, it is a pair of anime necklaces I bought her, 3 hairpins I got specialy made for her, a wool sweatshirt, which is mine, cause she told me that her winter clothing were to small, it has a note saying "Get warm sweetie~<3" and a chocolate box with the note "Chocolates for my candy piece :3" =3 that's so cute. I wanna know what she tells you when she opens it and sees that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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