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[quote name='Daemon' timestamp='1314406260' post='5471378']
As you were one part to begin my success. But I am not successful yet, so it cannot be removed.
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Eh I like you, do whatever you want, maybe i will support you but I will try to not "utterly troll you" or what not.

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[quote name='Mr. Striker' timestamp='1314406101' post='5471373']

Says the person who brought me misery yesterday.




Alright then. I'm busy tomorrow thanks to football.
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Pfffft you know this reminds me of a line in a webcomic.

[b]You have never

once

in your life

truly pitied anybody

ANYBODY

but yourself.

And love is just a shade of pity.

So, no.

You never loved Nepeta.

You loved the attention she gave you. You loved that she liked you. You loved that she pitied you. You loved the idea that she might love you.

But did you love HER?

Did you PITY her?

Why the f*** would you pity her?

She has everything you could ever want but can never have. Respect. Friends. Happiness. The freedom to walk down the street without dodging scornful glares and suspicious glances. What is there to pity?

Oh, in truth, there is plenty to pity. And in truth all the things you think you can never have, you CAN have. You just cannot see it. You just cannot acknowledge it. You do not know how to acknowledge the fact that you are the only person holding you back from having all the respect and friends you want. The same way you do not know how to acknowledge that you have never pitied anybody but yourself.

There are some things you simply cannot afford to believe about yourself.

You cannot afford to believe that you are at fault for your own unhappiness. If you believed that--if you believed that your greatest enemy in life was not some force outside of you that you could attack, but a monster within you that you could not hurt without hurting yourself--how could you live with yourself?

You have to blame society for your misery just to keep yourself going. You have to blame Condescension. Not just Her Imperiousness, but the universal Condescension aimed from the top of the hemospectrum toward the bottom.

You have never pitied anybody but yourself because everything else is outside of you. Everything else is a force acting against you. Everything else is part of the Condescension that you have to blame for your misery. Everything else is the enemy, and you cannot afford to show the enemy pity. You cannot afford to fall in love with the Condescension that wants to drown you.

And yet, you want--no, you NEED the Condescension to love you. So you do the only thing you can.

[i]You force it to pity you[/i].

You show it your desperation, and hope it takes pity.

You keep your heart guarded and fire a harpoon at the Condescension's heart, and hope it bleeds.

Usually you fail. Usually you get nothing more than a door slammed in your face. Or apathy or disgust or revulsion.

Sometimes your harpoon hits, and you make your target bleed pity. Such as Nepeta.

But the Condescension does not pity you in the way you need and want it to--as a worthy troll stuck in a position beyond his control. As a troll that deserves love. Even if the Condescension does not realize it, it pities you for what you really are: a sad, sad, messed-up troll who doesn't know how to get over his own problems.

But what else can you do? After all your countless rejections, how can you risk falling in love and having your heart broken for real? This carefully-honed desperation is the only harpoon you have which can pierce your target's heart. This carefully-honed desperation won you Feferi, even if she does not pity you for the reasons you think she does. This carefully-honed desperation is [i]the only thing that has ever worked for you[/i].

But every time you use your desperation, you kill any chances you had at a flushed romance.

And every time you lose another flushed target, you have to tell yourself that it's not your fault but the Condescension's.

And every time you reaffirm that your failures are the Condescension's fault, you have to bulk up your defensive shield of self-pity.

And every time your shield of self-pity gets thicker, your harpoon of desperation gets sharper.

What else can you do?[/b]


Okay bit more then a line but still....

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[quote name='Nexev the Supreme Party' timestamp='1314408056' post='5471447']
Pfffft you know this reminds me of a line in a webcomic.

[b]You have never[/b]

[b]once[/b]

[b]in your life[/b]

[b]truly pitied anybody[/b]

[b]ANYBODY[/b]

[b]but yourself.[/b]

[b]And love is just a shade of pity.[/b]

[b]So, no.[/b]

[b]You never loved Nepeta.[/b]

[b]You loved the attention she gave you. You loved that she liked you. You loved that she pitied you. You loved the idea that she might love you.[/b]

[b]But did you love HER?[/b]

[b]Did you PITY her?[/b]

[b]Why the f*** would you pity her?[/b]

[b]She has everything you could ever want but can never have. Respect. Friends. Happiness. The freedom to walk down the street without dodging scornful glares and suspicious glances. What is there to pity?[/b]

[b]Oh, in truth, there is plenty to pity. And in truth all the things you think you can never have, you CAN have. You just cannot see it. You just cannot acknowledge it. You do not know how to acknowledge the fact that you are the only person holding you back from having all the respect and friends you want. The same way you do not know how to acknowledge that you have never pitied anybody but yourself.[/b]

[b]There are some things you simply cannot afford to believe about yourself.[/b]

[b]You cannot afford to believe that you are at fault for your own unhappiness. If you believed that--if you believed that your greatest enemy in life was not some force outside of you that you could attack, but a monster within you that you could not hurt without hurting yourself--how could you live with yourself?[/b]

[b]You have to blame society for your misery just to keep yourself going. You have to blame Condescension. Not just Her Imperiousness, but the universal Condescension aimed from the top of the hemospectrum toward the bottom.[/b]

[b]You have never pitied anybody but yourself because everything else is outside of you. Everything else is a force acting against you. Everything else is part of the Condescension that you have to blame for your misery. Everything else is the enemy, and you cannot afford to show the enemy pity. You cannot afford to fall in love with the Condescension that wants to drown you.[/b]

[b]And yet, you want--no, you NEED the Condescension to love you. So you do the only thing you can.[/b]

[b][i]You force it to pity you[/i].[/b]

[b]You show it your desperation, and hope it takes pity.[/b]

[b]You keep your heart guarded and fire a harpoon at the Condescension's heart, and hope it bleeds.[/b]

[b]Usually you fail. Usually you get nothing more than a door slammed in your face. Or apathy or disgust or revulsion.[/b]

[b]Sometimes your harpoon hits, and you make your target bleed pity. Such as Nepeta.[/b]

[b]But the Condescension does not pity you in the way you need and want it to--as a worthy troll stuck in a position beyond his control. As a troll that deserves love. Even if the Condescension does not realize it, it pities you for what you really are: a sad, sad, messed-up troll who doesn't know how to get over his own problems.[/b]

[b]But what else can you do? After all your countless rejections, how can you risk falling in love and having your heart broken for real? This carefully-honed desperation is the only harpoon you have which can pierce your target's heart. This carefully-honed desperation won you Feferi, even if she does not pity you for the reasons you think she does. This carefully-honed desperation is [i]the only thing that has ever worked for you[/i].[/b]

[b]But every time you use your desperation, you kill any chances you had at a flushed romance.[/b]

[b]And every time you lose another flushed target, you have to tell yourself that it's not your fault but the Condescension's.[/b]

[b]And every time you reaffirm that your failures are the Condescension's fault, you have to bulk up your defensive shield of self-pity.[/b]

[b]And every time your shield of self-pity gets thicker, your harpoon of desperation gets sharper.[/b]

[b]What else can you do?[/b]


Okay bit more then a line but still....
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The internet is different than irl. "I pity the fool"

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Heh it's almost adorable how you think you can just brush everything away and be like "oh it's different in the world"

I ask why?

Why is this world any different besides the fact we ony see and hear here besides the other senses?

What makes my accusations on the net not apply outside it?

Come on I'm curious.
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[quote name='Nexev the Supreme Party' timestamp='1314413355' post='5471628']
Heh it's almost adorable how you think you can just brush everything away and be like "oh it's different in the world"

I ask why?

[b]Due to the anonymity of the internet. Icy hates that, but that is what you get.[/b]

Why is this world any different besides the fact we ony see and hear here besides the other senses?

What makes my accusations on the net not apply outside it?

Come on I'm curious.

[b]Because you don't know who someone really is. Hell, I could be a big fat guy who eats all day. Not saying I am, but you get the point.[/b]

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No see we aren't judging you by weight or the like.

We are judging you by personallity, are you implying that you decided to simply be a self centered ass here because no one can call you out on it irl?

If so then good news, you are actually a a****** if your motives are that flimsy, you are just hiding it.

Plus it's not really that anonymous, true if i switch websites im a stranger but that is what happens to everyone who moves.

Their is no anonmytiy on the internet unless your on a chan where you can post without having an account.

Thier is just different identity.

Would you like to try again sir?

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[quote name='Nexev the Supreme Party' timestamp='1314414744' post='5471684']
No see we aren't judging you by weight or the like.

We are judging you by personallity, are you implying that you decided to simply be a self centered ass here because no one can call you out on it irl?

If so then good news, you are actually a a****** if your motives are that flimsy, you are just hiding it.

Plus it's not really that anonymous, true if i switch websites im a stranger but that is what happens to everyone who moves.

Their is no anonmytiy on the internet unless your on a chan where you can post without having an account.

Thier is just different identity.

Would you like to try again sir?
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Somebody get an umbrella...it's raining cold, hard, logic up in this b****.

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1 sec...

Broken, you can post here.

Anyway Nex, I'd like to play the card I used in April. You don't know me irl and don't know how I truly act. The only thing to guide you is how I act here, which is inaccurate to say the least. You haven't seen much of me for some reason. I suggest you stop throwing out invalid accusations.

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Noooooo silly see their is no reason for you to act differently.

Thier is one for ME but that is simply because i am subdued on meds and for some reason that rule never applies here.

So if I am exactly like my natural self irl and here even IF i'm intoxicated what makes you decide to be completly self obsessed on this site?

I mean their is no strange green man yelling at you to BE DIFFERENT when your online.

So why would you be any different irl?

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[quote name='Daemon' timestamp='1314415636' post='5471713']
Striker, we are a different group of people in which you would act differently towards because we do not act the same with the people you normally hang out with.
If you became friends with new people, would you act the same as you did with your old friends?
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I try to be my laid back self over the years. I have changed from my childhood due to different friend coming in to my life. So, no.

[quote name='Nexev the Supreme Party' timestamp='1314415643' post='5471714']
Noooooo silly see their is no reason for you to act differently.

Thier is one for ME but that is simply because i am subdued on meds and for some reason that rule never applies here.

So if I am exactly like my natural self irl and here even IF i'm intoxicated what makes you decide to be completly self obsessed on this site?

I mean their is no strange green man yelling at you to BE DIFFERENT when your online.

So why would you be any different irl?
[/quote]

You lost your logic touch with this.

EDIT: Now Ice is onlooking?

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Well then explain?

Your never explaining why your different?

Cause honestly why pretend to be someone your not when your so steadfast in believing that your better then who your pretending to be.

I think you lost your logic when you logged on if I am supposed to believe your accusations.

UNLESS your actually being nicer then you are IRL.

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[quote name='Nexev the Supreme Party' timestamp='1314415922' post='5471722']
Well then explain?

Your never explaining why your different?

Cause honestly why pretend to be someone your not when your so steadfast in believing that your better then who your pretending to be.

I think you lost your logic when you logged on if I am supposed to believe your accusations.

UNLESS your actually being nicer then you are IRL.
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1. Because I can act differently. I've already made the point before.
2. Believe what you wish.
3. I'm nicer irl than here. Not much of a shocker since I have been tested a lot on YCM.

EDIT: What brings you here Ice? I haven't bugged you in months.

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[quote name='Cipher' timestamp='1314416013' post='5471724']


I'm always watching.
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[quote name='Mr. Striker' timestamp='1314416076' post='5471727']

1. Because I can act differently. I've already made the point before.
2. Believe what you wish.
3. I'm nicer irl than here. Not much of a shocker since I have been tested a lot on YCM.

EDIT: What brings you here Ice? I haven't bugged you in months.
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So you are claiming your being a dick.... for dick sake?

So with such selfish reasons doesn't it make it seem that your simply as i stated prior, a a****** in reality but try not showing it to the outside world?

I mean being so self centered when your not simply because you can is not really not that pure a motive....

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[quote name='Mr. Striker' timestamp='1314416076' post='5471727']
EDIT: What brings you here Ice? I haven't bugged you in months.
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I'm like Batman when it comes to bad arguments.

I saw the Ice Symbol and just had to come and watch over the argument.

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[quote name='Cipher' timestamp='1314416360' post='5471734']

I'm like Batman when it comes to bad arguments.

I saw the Ice Symbol and just had to come and watch over the argument.
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More like watching me fail.

@Nexev: When does the internet make sense? (is trying to avoid epic fail)

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[quote name='Mr. Striker' timestamp='1314416076' post='5471727']

1. Because I can act differently. I've already made the point before.
2. Believe what you wish.
3. I'm nicer irl than here. Not much of a shocker since I have been tested a lot on YCM.

EDIT: What brings you here Ice? I haven't bugged you in months.
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See that's what i don't get. This IS the internet. And you can be anybody you want. If I so desired i could go to another forum and be a foreigner with a sexy russian accent.

I could be a guns expert and own my own wall of weapons.

I can be ANYTHING on the internet because of that anonymity that you speak of...

And you choose to be not only a douchebag. But a STUPID douchebag. That's what I absolutely can't comprehend.

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