Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 ... Now, nothing. Before God saved me, everything. Life was hard. Depression, heartbreak, loneliness, stuck in a state without real friends, etc. She made me break so far that I wanted not only ot die, but to be purged from existence. I would have lasted only a few more days if I was not saved. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Ah, so this relates to that girl you and DL talked about a while ago.... Well, if "God" saved your life some how, then isn't that good news? Are you seriously freaking over one lolreligion liek this.... have you EVER seen a religious topic in General? >___> They say "lolreligion" like 15 times. :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 To her alone? No. Not at all. Feelings of being a monster contributed. Feelings of worthlessness, being unlovable, and more contributed. She was the final spark who threw my soul into absolute depression. Him saving me is GOOD news. I'm not killing myself right now. That was naught but an image of what I was like before Love stepped in and saved me from myself. And? ?I've seen them. I got into a fight with Dark of all people. Personally, the topics should be banned. Do you know why yours bugs me? You actually matter to me. All people do, but you matter a lot. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 ............ I actually matter? :3 And I didn't know you'd freak out like this. >__> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 This isn't the first time I've said how important my faith is to me! First time I've said why, but not the first time I've expressed it! All I hope for is fo0r you and other atheists, especially those I know, will accept Him, because you matter to me! Because it pains me to see... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 I know your faith isa important to you, I just didn't know a "lolreligion" would do this much damage.... as much as it pains me, I actually have to say the "s" word.... S.... s-so.... *vein in head pops* S-sorry.... *head explodes* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daybreak Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 GOD I HATE MY SCHOOL FOR KEEPING ME AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!So i get back here right after like a week or so and WTF do i find? 996 new notifications WTF? Posted in hb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Yo Day-san. Bte guys, in about 2 hours expect me to became veeeeeeeeeeeeery inactive. :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dranzer Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Black I salute you.If god has truly helped you you use your gift of life wise,unlike those showoff that brag about themself(just a note this isn't sarcasm if it sounded like it.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shadow Zero Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 So El Make, why are you about to become very inactive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Black I salute you.If god has truly helped you you use your gift of life wise,unlike those showoff that brag about themself(just a note this isn't sarcasm if it sounded like it.) Thanks, Dra-kun. I am. Again, I'm becoming a Counselor/Pastor... that is my life's purpose. I feel it. Hmph. Thanks, Ecchi... You should have heard... I lamented to 4-6 people about how much you, and those like you, cause me to worry... a few days ago.... Why are you gonna be inactive? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Chaos- vacation bish! XD Me, my parents, and my smexy GF (:3) are going to Miami for the weekend!_________________________________________I'm taking that as an insult. >___> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Insult? You buffoon, I was saying that's how important you are! That I would worry about you, although you are only known through here! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Thanks, Dra-kun. I am. Again, I'm becoming a Counselor/Pastor... that is my life's purpose. I feel it. Hmph. Thanks, Ecchi... You should have heard... I lamented to 4-6 people about how much you, and those like you, cause me to worry... a few days ago.... Why are you gonna be inactive? That screams insult in my eyes. >___> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 You make me worry! That's saying you actually mater! The fact that I would go to THAT many people because I was worried! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 .... What the hell would you be worried about? >.> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 ... You've yet to figure this out, too, I see.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Are you worried I won't have God to have faith in if I ever get to the point you were at? >.> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 You're warmer, but not hot yet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Ummm..... I know it has to do with God.... umm... Hurting a lot of people with my smexy atheism and having htem turn on me or something? :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fusion X. Denver Posted September 17, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 El...you're bringing your GF?With your parents?Won't that make you nervous of them embarrassing you at dinners or in public in front of her?Won't you be constantly checking to see if the coast is clear to do it?Won't you realize this is an effin' mistake?AND DUDEHave you seen that pic of Aqua DL posted? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 Not yet getting it, Ecchi... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Make Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 El...you're bringing your GF?With your parents?Won't that make you nervous of them embarrassing you at dinners or in public in front of her?Won't you be constantly checking to see if the coast is clear to do it?Won't you realize this is an effin' mistake?AND DUDEHave you seen that pic of Aqua DL posted? 1. You reeeeeeeaaaaaaally don't understand the situation 2. No, does she have boobs?_________________________________Damnit tell me before I get an Ulqui sig! >:T Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fusion X. Denver Posted September 17, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 *actually took the time to look back*[spoiler=Be very surprised El] Then explain the situation >.> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackSkullCortez Posted September 17, 2010 Report Share Posted September 17, 2010 WOAH, WTF!?!?!? Did not expect that... Fusion, the situation is a circumstance! *crickets* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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