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Does anyone have any big fears?

 

i am afraid of water, boats, planes, flying, heights, and sharp objects

 

i really prefer to stay on the earth. i hate going on planes because i dont want to crash, i dont like boats because theyre in water, and i dont like water because of my fear of drowning.

 

anyone got any fears?

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I'm happy to say that I really don't have too many fears...

 

 

I really only have one fear and that's drowning, I hate water to the greatest degree possible. :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:

 

It's not even that I fear dying. I think I've come to terms that I'll die someday and I got over it. It's the lack of control that you have, if you're drowning there's nothing you can do... you can fight all you want but in the end you die in a panic. I can handle a plane crashing, at least then you have some time to think in peace but in the water you are forced to fight for your life until the end...

 

 

... but besides that nothing :D :D :D :D :) :) :) :) :) :( :( :( :( :? :? :? :? :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :shock: :shock: :shock:

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Well when I was younger I did some serious suppression of my emotions and my memories in an attempt to stop the emotional pain that I felt, also because I didn't see the point in either considering how they aren't necessary to survive in this day and age. So it had the little added on effect of thinking of all of my fears when I experienced them. I went through the same process with my fears as I did my emotions and memories, I eliminated them all one by one.

 

 

 

So there... but you're right... in having no fears, along with the memory and emotional loss, I can't connect with anything on this Earth, I used to think I was weaker for being such a way, but I got over it pretty quickly. I like having control over my mind and every impulse or any desire that I didn't find necessary was destroyed because I couldn't consciously control them.

 

 

WHEW!

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Thanks :wink:

 

 

That's how much of a control freak I am. I won't except things the way they are!!! I DON'T HAVE TO ANYMORE, I'M A FLIPPIN HUMAN. WE, AS HUMANS, ARE GIVEN THE BRAINPOWER TO DO ANYTHING WE WANT!!!! AND I CHOOSE NOT TO BE INHUMAN, I CHOOSE TO BE TRULY PERFECT. IF I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY HUMANITY TO DO SO, THEN I WILL. I WILL DO ANYTHING NECESSARY TO BE THE IMAGE OF PERFECTION. BUT IN WHOSE EYES? MINE!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE ACHIEVED PERFECTION IN MY OWN EYES AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS. YOU SEE, IF I CONSIDERED THE THOUGHTS OF OTHERS, I COULD NEVER BE PERFECT BECAUSE EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN DEFINITION OF PERFECTION. BECAUSE I ONLY LOOK THROUGH MY OWN EYES, I CAN SIMPLY TWIST MY ORIGINAL PERCEPTION OF PERFECTION TO BE SO!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

... hmmmm, is that a little extreme?

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